He ghosted her over the times during middle school and stuff as they made it to highschool he developed feelings more for her but he didn't know she came with so many insecurities
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After we finished at the table we was now outside in the back yard which was me Eva Mara and Lila , Lila looked at me
as she slid over beside me "oh u think u too good for bitches now safari ..? "Lila said as u shook your head meaning no
"Yes u do ever since u and notti broke up many times had a baby and everything "Lila said how tf did she know y'all had a child tg and then lost it
FLASH BACK FEW MONTHS AGO NOTTI POV
Now sitting on the counter at Lila house as she came up lookin at u "idk I am not ready for no damn child fr I am not Lila " you said as u looked at the girl
"Well leave her drug her get rid of her "Lila suggested "no that's killin the baby and u crazy acting like imma get back with u fr "you said
"U don't have to I am still being the lil hoe anyways but get rid of it and get back with Eva y'all was cute "Lila said u nodded headin over towards safari house the day went by fast as u put a pill in her drink lookin down at your phone as she came in kissing your head
Drinking the drink heading back ups only to feel unsteady in the middle of the night as she rolled back in the bed "ughh notti ion rlly feel right ."safari said
"U good the baby ok .? "You said as she looked at u "noo like nun feels right and she's not moving at all "she said
"She prolly sleep don't worry mama we can see abt her tmr "you said as she nodded as y'all both went back to sleep as safari was distant from you now
So many question marks went around in your head so many guilts and stuff went around why did u do if u wasn't ready to be a parent at all u could've jus told her to give u some time alone and let the baby stay alive
As y'all know the baby did pass away and the funeral was held
FLASH BACK OVER
As the boys walked outside along with the rest of the family evb looked at y'all as u looked deeply at the liar the backstabber
He killed the baby he put the pill inside your drink that night more than one atp he killed the baby u said over and over in your head as Lila told you everything as notti came up he looked at u
"U good ma .? "He said as u looked at him seeing death stand behind him what was this meaning fr soon u got quiet "notti has something to tell the family don't u "Eva said lookin at y'all two as notti shook his head meaning not right now
"Ohh yes he does me and notti are gettin married soon "Eva said sitting on his lap pushing u on the ground as u got up and pushed Eva
"Know what I am so sick of sitting here happily watching you feel happy notti I rlly I am I want to feel happy not sad or depressed u killed that child that night cause u wasn't worried abt nun in the world you could've just told me u wasn't ready "you said
Notti stood up and grabbed your hands "woah your going crazy has this death effected you "Lila said "what bitch "you said lookin at her not longer to find the rehab workers there they took you away before anything could be said
4 MONTHS LATER AFTER ALL THAT
running your hands thru your red hair now as u still lived in nyc on nottis block he was now antisocial when he seen u him and Eva was engaged and u didn't hate him for that u jus showed him no attention
He wanted that attention badly he felt bad after all these months he wanted to take u out Eva was ofc cheating on notti with jay bc they was in love and you couldn't stop love or start it
lookin out the window u didn't go to public school anymore due to the fact evb switched up on u besides melz and Jstar evb else was being petty notti was gettin married soon ddot moved dd didn't even speak so what was the matter with u and vani she went out of town she didn't switch up she jus didn't know what was going on fr
then knocks came at the door "Heyy baby u ok after all that .? "Your mom said lookin at u as u stayed seated on the window "yea ig ..."you said "you're not ok I see it but sadly keem and quan are moving and they can't be here to teach u anything soo u might have to go to public or private school "she said
"Please let it be private "you said she smiled "well your lucky today bc it is due to your father paying bills left and right we have the money now "your mom said u smiled lookin at her "u start tmr "she said as u felt happy
THE NEXT MF DAY
Spending hrs doing your hair and other things like the shower and shi now sliding on your Jordan's jus to finish the outfit putting your glasses on grabbing your Marc Jacobs Tote Bag heading downstairs
"Aww my baby looks so good "she said as she handed you you're lunch as u walked out headin towards the garage unlocking the black hellcat that's been there since u have been gone turning on the heat as the garage opened
Putting your new school in you're gps gettin ready to pull off then notti and dd stopped infront of the car as u rolled down the window "aye can u give us a ride "dd said u mugged them "yea get in "you said they both got in as u "soo lemme guess u coming to school with us now .? "Dd said smiling
"Umm no private school now ."you said smiling Notti thought Lila was right she thought she was better than evb and she was she seemed better but hurt inside after what u had did to her months ago
as you dropped dd and notti off heading towards school gettin out parking the car heading inside signing yourself in walking down the clean shiny halls feeling like a new person walking in the class room
U ended up making a new friend named Zara , she was the same height as u black wavy hair pretty eyes and braces she smiled a lot and she was popular along with u , u was older than her by a year
y'all got to know each other all day till the day was over heading home now driving down the street lookin at all the kids as u pulled into the garage gettin out grabbing your bags unlocking the door walking into a empty house as always
putting your bags down heading ups to take a shower but before someone popped up on your phone came across the screen Ethan Reyes u changed the boys name since he didn't mean nun to u as u put the phone u at the mirror as he looked "look ik u think u better than the rest of us when u not ."he said
"Ethan ion wanna be better than anyone u put me in the mental hospital "you said "your gettin married early you never loved me "you said he ran his hands down his face
"I do love u dawg u jus don't know mami I rlly do u jus don't know "he said
"Ok notti bet let's make a bet u cannot cheat or spend time with other females but me "you said he smirked and agreed as y'all planned on the bet to see who would give up first
