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𝒯𝓌ℴ

ℒ𝒶𝓉ℯ 𝒩𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒟𝓇𝒾𝓋ℯ𝓈

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ℳℯ𝓃𝓉𝒾ℴ𝓃𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒾𝒸𝒾𝒹ℯ

the whole night was awkward
marylou was making cookies to give to us but she didn't expect us to go over
the boys where ok i guess
me and nick got a long good but chris just reminds me of every other guy at my school besides the looks
matt was quiet say a couple of words here and there
around 10 we went home and Gabriel was already at the house
my mom had called him and told him we where at the neighbors place
he never came over and when my mom found him he was asleep in there room

"I guess he was tired"
my mom said laughing a bit
"reminds me of dad"
she stayed quiet
"you still miss him , i know..."
i said to my mom
"i do but he's gone now , i can't bring him back"
her eyes started to water and she left to the restroom

we both miss my dad
he passed away from suicide
he was an amazing guy and i never thought i wouldn't see him again after he told me goodnight
i left to my room and I put on a band shirt and took off my shorts. I took of all my rings and bracelets and but them in my jewelry box. After that i went to go put my necklace with all the other ones my dad had given me
i grab the one with a picture of us in a heart locket
my favorite one
i took it to my bed and i cried
i miss him more then anything and anyone
he had been my best friend
i fell asleep that night curled up into a ball
i had forgotten the next day i would have to face the rest of the teens in this town

ding! ding! ding!
i covered my head with my pillow
ding!ding!ding!
i got under my covers with my pillow over my head
ding!ding!ding!
"SHUT THE FUCK UP"
i yell forgetting it's 5:30 and everyone is asleep
"shit"
i sit up and turn of my alarms
i get up at turn on the light