My Alien fanboy (Earthmix)

~18~

MIX'S POV

As I wake up this morning I already don't feel good so I started to look around to see if there's something missing or anything changed but... It's still the same.

"My room is still the same but why does it feels like something is Missing? ..."I ask to myself as I walk towards the Couch.

And also I don't feel like have an Appetite to eat my Breakfast and without any reason my tears started falling from My eyes.

"What the H*ck is Wrong with me?"I ask myself..

Why Am I feeling So Sad, It feels like There's something missing.

I feel Like I miss something... I think I'm starting get Crazy.
I tried to look around but still Nothing.... It seems like I had a sad dream that I can't really remember.

I've been like this after I got back from staying for a few weeks on the house that grandma and I use to live... Maybe I just miss her so much that... It makes me feel so lonely after I got back here... Is it... Or there's something more?..

I'm more confused now... I'm wondering if something happen to me and I got an amnesia and I can't remember anything..... but now in times like this... I feel like I should send a messages to someone... like, what all the things that I did today and what I eat today... Like I should have been updating of all what I'm doing everyday to someone but I don't remember who... Maybe it's one of my friends...but I think it's not...

(He write a message and draft it)

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It's always the same for the past three days I woke up early and I can't sleep again.

so I decided to Drink some coffee and make some food to eat for breakfast.

after that I Go to work.

and after work I Go home and Rest and Sleep again and woke up early and it's the same as my usual life routine.

but for the past days  I still feel so empty I feel like I want to cry and cry but I can't and I feel like I forgot to do something it feels like I forgot something.

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It was night and I can't stop myself from looking at the beautiful night sky The moon is crescent and it is surrounded by the stars that keep glowing and sparkling.

"I don't remember when was the time that you become so interested at the sky that you didn't even hear me went here?"it was P'Jennie I just look to her and look back at the night sky.

"Hmmmmpph Come on Mix I know you have a problem tell me what's going on so I can help you"She said and sit in the chair beside me I just Shake my head and sit next to her.

"I don't know"I said as look at her.

"what do you mean you don't know?"She ask me again.

"Hmmmphh in from the past few days I feel like.... My heart feels so empty hmmm...i don't know but it feels like I forgot something so important that sometimes I want to cry but still I can't remember it"I explained to her she look at me and I can see from her eyes that she looks confuse and she felt sorry for me.

"Mix I'm always here for you to help you and you have your friends...and to the thing that you forget maybe your Note Diary can help you"she said and smile and now I remember that I have a Note where sometimes I Wrote the things happen in my life or the things that I buy or the things that I like.

"P'Jennie thank you"i Said and run to my Room to get my note it was there in the drawer.

Now I came back and sit beside her holding my note and when I open it P'Jennie immediately look at it.

"Let's see let's see"she said I can hear the excitement on her voice and we keep looking every pages of the note but We still can't see anything that can help me until when we reach the Few last pages with notes but only the few words we still can read Because other words can no longer be read because it looks like it has been wet with water.

"ohhh what happen to that?"P'Jennie ask me.

"I don't know"I answer her she put her pointy finger in her chin and look up as if she's trying to remembering something.

"hmmm maybe you accidentally spilled some water in there"she said and I just shake my head because I can't remember that I spilled water to this and This note is Inside the Drawer so how can a water be spilled here?.

"Hmmm let's just read some of the words that can still be readed maybe it can help us"she said and she Snatch the note to read it herself.

"Hmmm and we both make a wish"she said I look at her confuse I thought she's just teasing me but it's really written there.

"now who are you with when you BOTH make a wish?"she said while smiling widely.

"I don't know?"I answer

"Hmmmmm"she continue to tease me but It made me feel more confuse.

"If you wish to the first bright star that will appear or you will see at night can make your wish come true"she read it the moment I heard her I automatically look up in the sky and look for the first star to caught my attention.

"Mix? Why are you crying? Mix?"I didn't realize that I was now crying and P'Jennie huged me and Calm me down.

"I still can't remember it but now my heart....it hurts.."I said as I Cry in her arms.

This Story is just from my imagination.... And English is not my first language so I'm sorry if there are some wrong grammar^v^
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