InNOcent Convict [KimVegas]

13- Hurts 💔

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Kim opened his eyes but Vegas is not in the bed but standing at the balcony.

Kim walked towards and hugged from back. A soft kiss fell on Vegas' neck.

"Good morning, kitten."

Kim is nuzzling his nose tip on the nape. But Vegas is still.

"What's wrong? You're not gonna ask me back?"

"Kimhan... I gotta go.."

"What?"

"I'm going back to the minor mansion, Kimhan.. let me go."

"Are you serious?"

Vegas faced the other. Kim is already in confusion because whatever just happened last night maybe it was not their first but it was different.

Kim didn't hear Vegas' response but he knows what Vegas feels for him.

"Vegas... Why?"

"You promised me to let go when I wanted."

"But... You.. you didn't say anything... Why so suddenly? I thought you..."

"I gotta go..."

Kim is silent.

"Vegas.. I.. I don't think I can... Let you go.. Vegas... Please don't.. please don't go..."

"But why?"

"You know why.. you know it Vegas..."

"I.. don't know..."

Kim kneeled down holding Vegas' wrists in his palms.

"Vegas... Don't do this... You know what I feel for you... I confessed right?.. I'm being true to you... Vegas.. I.. I love you..."

"You shouldn't Kimhan... I warned you..."

"Vegas, don't say that.."

"Why not? What have we? Nothing. We have nothing between us.. who am I to you? Only an enemy... An enemy you captured, you tortured.. we shared bed. When I told you my problems you show pity.. that's it."

"I know... I know the way everything starts between us... Is something that never happened with anyone before... Everything began with hate.. revenge.. but I never showed pity on you... I don't know how my feelings have changed..
At this moment.. we're right now... Is not what we were back then... Things changed between us... Though at first we both tried just to fullfil our physical need.. but it didn't stop there... The moments we shared.. all are special to me..
Now you became not a friend, not an enemy, not a cousin.. but something more than that... I can't express the feeling I have for you right now... Not even I ever thought it would turned out like this... Vegas... Don't push me away..."

"You should know... We have no future... This is not we.. we have different purposes in life... At that point when you have to put your gun in my chest or I have to shoot you.. at that point, Kimhan... Can you say these things?"

"I can..."

"No you can't... You can't... You thought the moments we shared in bed means we're in love! No.. you're wrong.. get into the reality.. you and I.. are not possible.. we only used each other... We have nothing..."

Tears are flowing from both their eyes.

"No... It's not true... The moments we shared are meaningful... Last night .. I felt what I wanted and I know what you feel for me.. I felt love from you, Vegas.. this can't be wrong. I know you love me.. We have a future if we fight for it... Vegas... Please don't do this... It hurts... My heart is bleeding, Vegas.. you can't leave me..."

"I have to... And you're going to free me from here..."

"No.. Vegas please... Tell me you love me.."

Vegas bent down. Kim went closer and placed his head over Vegas' chest. Vegas brushes his lips over Kim's hair.

"Don't love me, Kimhan... No matter how hard we try.. in the end it'll only hurt you.."

Vegas stands then withdraws his hands from Kim's.

"From now on... We're enemies.. don't treat me with your heart but your mind.. "

Vegas took his phone and walked out. He glanced at Kim who's still on his knees and crying then closed the door behind.

Kim is feeling crazy. He doesn't want to believe Vegas' words. He knows Vegas loves him.

But he didn't want things to end like this. He already planned a future for themselves. He was willing to fight back against their fathers.

But everything is useless if Vegas is not beside him. He can't let go the love grew inside his heart for Vegas. He can't fight with Vegas.

He grabbed the necklet he brought for the other. But he couldn't give him. Kim wants to scream. He wants to capture Vegas so the other can't walk away like this but Kim can't.

Love is something they can't force. He can't force Vegas unless the other wants to stay.

His heart is hurting. He's the dangerous and cold hearted person in the mafia world but now he also lost against Vegas, against love.

While Vegas is on his way to his mansion. He's hurt as much as he hurts Kim.

He's denying his feelings but his heart can't. When Kim kneeled down and pledged for their love Vegas wanted to hug him tight.

But his arms couldn't. He wanted to wipe away the tears but his palms couldn't. He wanted to kiss Kim's lips with love but he couldn't.

He's looking at his hands where Kim softly kissed. He pressed his lips against the wounds.

"I'm sorry, Kimhan."

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