"i hate my life"

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(Song is a 1 hour loop)song name⬇️
In deinen Armen - AYLIVA

"Oh,bitte geh
Lass mich hier allein, allein
Es wird nie mehr, wie es war
Denn sie liegt in deinen Arm'n
Tut mir weh, wenn du bei ihr bleibst,tut mir weh und es tur mir leid"

I know the song doesnt fit the story
But this song is such a vibe

1474 words
Self harm
Fight

(Aria's pov)
I saw..no one other then my fucking father "what the fuck" i mumbled thinking no one heard me but clearly Tom did "Hah,looks like someone ain't happy" he said kinda happy but I on the other hand was raging of anger

"Oh,look who it is" my mother said the moment I walked inside I made eye contact with her for a few seconds
Before Tom pulled me to a table "what the actual fuck is she doing here" I angrily scoff while Tom sat down at the table but before I could say anything else he placed me on his lap

"What the fuck are-"before I could finish Tom rested his head on my shoulder "ssh ure parents think I bought u because I like u but i dont so we have to act like a couple" he whispered in my ear while his arms were wrapped around my waist

My parents came and sat on the same table as us "I see that u really do like my daughter" my dad said very proud of himself "i do,thank u that i can have her sir" Tom said giving my dad a forced smile "no thank u,we didn't even want her u did us a favour" my mother said proudly and happy "what" Tom said sounding kinda angry

"What do y'all mean with 'u didn't want her' she is you're daughter" He said giving my dad a death stare "She is worthless" my dad said again with no shame "I get embarrassed when people see me with her she looks like a fat nerd" my mother said emotionalles but that went to far i had so many tears in my eyes "excuse me" I said getting of Tom's lap running to the bathroom

"Baby wait" I heard Tom say but I was already at the bathroom I went inside and cried because even my own parents think I am fat why can't people just love me even Tom gets forced to love me I am so useless and worthless I just want to die I wanna kill myself "I hate my life" I took out a pocket knife and I started to cut myself so I can get thinner I did this because of my parents

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Tom's pov
*the moment in the car*

"Ella get of me" I said annoyed she finally got of me after her beef with aria but after she got of aria bursted out of laughter "what is wrong with u whore" ella said "shut up ella dont call her a whore" is said so angry at her but I just realized how cute aria is when she laughs but she is still annoying as fuck

"We are here" my driver said so we got out but before we could go inside aria saw her parents "what the fuck" she mumbled thinking no one heard her but i did "hah,looks like someone ain't happy" I scoffed but then her mom saw her and we just walked inside "oh,look who it is" her mother said

While she was death staring her mom I dragged her to our table "what the actuall fuck is she doing here" she angrily scoff while i took a seat waiting for her to sit down but she kept stading and she was about to say something else but before she could talk I took her waist and placed her on my lap "what the fuck are-" she said but I cut her of I rested my head on her shoulder and went to her ear "Sssh,ure parents think I like u because I bought u but I dont so we have to act like a couple" i lied i just wanted her to sit on my lap

I wrapped my arms around her waist
But then her parents came to our table and sat down "i see that u really like my daughter" her father stared sounding very proud of selling his daughter to a total stranger "I do,thank u that I can have her sir" I said giving him a forced smile while I was rubbing aria's tight
"no thank u,we didn't even want her u did us a favor" her mom stared but she sounded very proud and happy that she solded her daughter

"What" I said angry how can a mother not like her own daughter "what do y'all mean with 'we didn't even want her' she is you're daughter" I said giving her dad a death stare "she is worthless" her dad that I hate now said why are they so fucking rude to her she seems very sweet and cute "i Get embarrassed when people see me with her because she looks like a fat nerd" her mom that I hate much more said but how dare she call my aria a fat nerd "excuse me" aria said getting of my lap running to the bathroom

"Baby wait" I said getting up running after her but she was already gone
I just went back to the table "how dare u call aria a fat nerd u whore" I said to aria's mom

"what dont tell me u really like her" her father said laughing"That's ure daughter that's now crying because u called her fat" I said racing my voice at them "shut up dont race ure voice at me son of a bitch" he said Very angry now "apologizeto you'redaughter" I yelled at him but he then got up and slapped me

But before he could do anything else I slapped him even harder I then putted a knife trough his stomach all the blood spatter on me and his wife she just looked at me in horror but I dont care nobody talks like that about my aria I then slapped him again over and over until he fell to the ground my hand was hurting so bad because I slapped him really hard but he better watch his mouth next time if he's still alive

When I was done with him I went to his wife "if u ever say anything hurtful to aria it will be ure last breath" I said walking away I went to the bathroom where aria was "aria baby are u okay" I said walking inside seeing her on the ground but she was covered in blood "omg Ari what happend" I said looking in her beautiful eyes walking up to her I went down till I reached her height

I then carried her to the counter of the bathroom I placed her there then took her arm and cleaned al the blood on her she was just watching me cleaning her up "Dont u think it's nasty" she asked me looking down at her cuts is she insecure? "Baby nothing about you is nasty" I said giving her a soft smile
"I dont believe you" she mumbled so fast I hardly could understand it

I wanted to prove to her that she is not nasty so I kissed her cuts she was so surprised she looked at me with her eyes widened "what's wrong Ari, I proved myself didn't i" I said giving her a peck on her soft lips "yes u did" she smiled at me, damn her smile is cute

"Let's go home now" I said caring her she rested her head in my neck while she gave it little kisses gosh this woman is evrything I need We got in the car i didn't find my driver so i drove but aria was still on my lap giving my neck little kisses i drove us home i got to my room still having aria in my arms i placed her in my bed then

I got in my sweat pants and stayed shirtless after that I got in bed next to aria that was already half asleep
She sleeps so cute
I gave her a little kiss on her forehead
Before cuddling with her I then fell asleep

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Guys this is chapter 4 I think
I hope y'all still like it but should Tom be mean the next morning?
Or Should he be nice then act very mean after 2 days?
That's all again Bye love's 💋

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