Who Says A Thug Can't Be Loved?

chapter 9

"I can't believe we're really doing this, is it too late to leave and head back to your place?" I ask Renee, feeling nervous as hell. 

After we were done getting ready with our hair and make-up, Renee got us an Uber and here we are standing in line when I really rather be at her place wearing PJ's and watch a movie.

"Girl will you relax, I told you that I gotchu and I won't let any of these hoes or niggas try us. You should already know I'm packing." She said that last comment in whisper so no one would hear her. I look at her like she's crazy. 

"Carrying pepper spray does not mean you're packing."

"They don't need to know that, anyways we're about to be next so get ready to get your dance on." She said excitedly. 

I shake my head as we step up after a group of girls in front of us went in.

"ID" this built bald headed bodyguard said with them deep voice like Debo. 

I stood there frozen, can't believe that we're actually doing this. As the guy look like he's ready to kick me to the curb, Renee took my ID and gave it to him along with hers with a cocky smirk, playing it cool unlike me. The man looks at it, back at us and looks at it again until few seconds when it feels like eternity, he gave us back our ID and removes the rope from the hook.

"You ladies enjoy" he said simply and I looked at him wide eye as Renee squealed. 

"Wait that's it?" I blurted out as the Bodyguard looks at me confused. 

Before he was going to say something, Renee quickly grabbed my hand. "It's our first time here. Bye" she sang to him as she pulled me inside the club.

"Oh my god" I said in shocked

"I know right?!" she asks with a huge grin. I shake my head laughing as we walked inside seeing the place packed, people are dancing, music is blasting, grownups are at the bar chilling drinking and some disturbing people are making out and it's not PG13. 

I never thought in my teenage year's life that I would ever witness all of this since I'm not into parties.

"Well girl let's not stand here looking lost, let's get our dance on" Renee shouted and pulls me to the dance floor as she started twerking after founding us a spot.

 I stand looking shy as some grown men's checking us out while some of the women giving us stank looks. I awkwardly rubbed my arm up and down, feeling uncomfortable the way how people are staring until Renee grab my hand. 

"Come on girl, we should be having fun, don't worry about these haters or the creeps because tonight is about us." She encourage me.

 I nodded my head and started dancing. After ignoring people staring and stopped caring what they say or think, I started getting into it until our song favorite ICY Girl by Saweetie played from the DJ and baby, my ass started twerking at a face pace.

"YASSS I KNOW THAT'S FUCKING RIGHT, TWERK THAT SHIT BEST FRIEND!!!" Renee cheered the loudest while the others boosting my confidence's up. 

Renee was right, we defiantly deserve to have a good time and enjoy being teenagers for once instead of stressing ourselves with family drama. No responsibilities, no pain, no violence, Just a simple fun Friday night with my best friend and for the first time, I have never felt so alive.

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"Let's turn up in this bitch!" T-rack shouted in our VIP section as his boys and some girls Scarface invited cheered along with him. "Bring another round of shots for me and my homies." He said to the waitress taking our orders as she continued looking at us on the down low while I'm sitting on this sofa on my phone but also keeping a look out just to be sure we don't run into the wrong people. 

After Dennika gave me head, I dropped her off and headed home to shower and sleep after a long ass day until I was interrupted by T-rack who made himself welcome inside my own crib along with his buffoon friends getting on my nerves about going out to celebrate. I thought about shooting their legs so no one can go out, but because Uncle Cal suggested of me having fun enjoying life. 

I reluctantly agreed going and since I wasn't in the mood nor was planning to go out, T-rack drive while Ant rode with Xavier who go by the name of Scarface because that's his favorite gangster movie I guess.

"Is there anything that I can get for you baby?" The girl asks me, biting her lips. "A shot of Whiskey" I said simply. "Alright but" she took a card out from her breast and place it on the table in front of me. "If you need anything other than drinks, hit me up." she said and left the VIP to get our drinks.

"Damn man, these hoes here be loving us, ain't that right baby?" Xavier asks the dark-skin chick who is twerking on him. She smiles as a respond and he smacked her butt, showering his money to her like she a stripper. Probably is while Anthony is too busy entertaining two girls, a white girl and light-skin sitting beside him, laughing about whatever they're talking about. 

"Aight nigga, you better hope that crazy chick won't come up here busting a cap on your ass again." T-rack joked, Xavier smack his teeth.

As they do their own thing, Migos T-shirt started playing got the crowed getting hype. The waitress serve our drinks, she looks at me with a wink and went back down to the bar. I took a shot of my Whisky and continued eyeing our surrounding until I saw the two girls that Tyreke tried to holla at on the dance laughing.

 "God damn, them bitches are fine as hell." Xavier said, pushing the stripper looking chick to the side. The girl curse him out but took the money he threw at her anyways and left our VIP. 

"Nigga what bitches you talking about?" T-rack asks curious. After he pointed out where he was looking at, T-rack smack the hell out of Xavier's head while Ant and his two guest cracking up at the scene.

"Damn man, what the fuck was that for?" he asks, rubbing the back of his head glaring at T-rack.

"That's for being disrespectful to my future wifey" he said serious. Xavier looked at him confused and look the girls again. 

"Oh damn, you trying to hit both of them at the same time?" he asks clowning and got another slap.

 "Nigga, just because we're homies doesn't mean I won't beat yo ass. The light-skin is mine and the other girl is her home girl, so you better show them respect. Matter fact, how about yo donkey looking ass bring them up here and you better not make them feel uncomfortable either." He demanded. 

Scarface mumble something underneath his breath but did as told anyways. 

"I can't believe my baby is here" he said to himself excited, watching a close eye on Scarface to make sure he won't try anything. 

I shake my head, took another shot of my Whiskey and enjoy the music while keeping a lookout.