It'll be ok [Skk]

Meeting Chuuya

Chapter 1- Meeting Chuuya

There's a new kid. He has orange hair and blue eyes. He sits next to me in my first class after the teacher makes him introduce himself. He said his name was... Oh I don't remember... I didn't pay attention to that part. During class he asked me for a pencil, I only had one so I gave him mine. I pulled out a pen for myself to write notes. We were in writing class, learning to do cursive and he had a hard time with it, though I could do it flawlessly. It was funny to see him struggle. I turned back to my work, but I kept glancing over at him. After the class had ended he came up to me to give the pencil back. "Uh thanks for letting me borrow it." He said, his voice was quiet. I accepted the pencil and nodded. I glanced at his schedule as he opened it in the hallway to see his next class. I saw we had no other classes together, I guess he'd have to borrow someone else's pencil..

After the last bell rang I saw him in the hallway as all the students flooded out of the classes. I ended up right behind him, I was pushed and bumped into him. I accidentally pushed him to the ground as I fell too. He looked over at me with a mad face. He got up and dusted himself off, walking away. I got up, confused on why he was so mad... After I finally made it out of the school I saw him walking on the same sidewalk I usually take. I caught up with him. "Err... Sorry about in the hallway- someone pushed me." I said, trying to understand why he was mad. "Whatever..." He turned his head. "Soooo, I'm Dazai Osamu, and you?" I said trying to work things out. He sighed "Chuuya. Chuuya Nakahara." I saw as he eased up. I smiled and we talked a bit before departing to seperate sidewalks. As he walked down the opposite sidewalk I did, I turned to see him walk away. I stared for a bit before turning around and walking home. As I approached home sweet home I felt relieved. It was a hot day and I was sweating a lot. I opened the door to my sweet, cold, shipping container. (I have to include the shipping container 😭🙏)

When I woke up the next morning I felt motivated... That's a bit strange... I usually feel like I can't live another minute when I wake up. I get ready for school and open the door to my shipping container. It's awfully chilly today for it being so hot yesterday... I walk to school, accidentally meeting Chuuya on my way there. We walked silently, I noticed he had a coat and scarf, I looked down and myself and I wasn't wearing anything except the school uniform. When we got to school we went to our first class together. When we say down he asked "You didn't bring a coat? It's pretty cold today..." I shook my head, offering him my pencil, he took it. I took out my pen again. "Oh, sorry is this your only pencil? I don't have to use it! I have some pens in my bag.." he said. I shook my head "It's fine." He seemed so bit weirded out. Did I do something? "So uh- I've heard some rumors you've tried to... Commit. Are they true?" He asked in a tone that he hoped it wasn't true. "Yeah, I've tried a couple of times." I said, messing with the bandages under my sleeve. "So what are your thoughts when you try to kill yourself. Like- what're your 'last words'?" He asked. "Hm, well usually I don't really think anything. I'm just hoping that I'm gonna die, that's really it.." I say. He nods, his eyes drift to the doorway as the teacher walks in. We don't talk the rest of class.

In the hallway I see some kids getting picked on.. Or not picked on.. But being beat up.. I see a familiar orange headed person. I rush over. I'm not even thinking at this point and jump on top of the kid beating Chuuya and punch him right in the face. The teachers come into the hallway and I get pulled to the office. I'm given 3 days of detention. Then I'm sent to the nurse to treat my bloodied knuckles. I see Chuuya there but not the other kid. The nurse tells me the kid I punched was sent to the ER. Chuuya was sitting in a chair with a ice pack on his cheek and tissues stuck into his nostrils to stop the bleeding. The nurse cleans my knuckles with rubbing alcohol and puts bandaids. She then gives me an icepack to put on my hand and instructs me to sit next to Chuuya. As I sit he looks over at me. "I guess I won't have a pencil for the next few days" He says with a small chuckle. A smile pulls at my face. I notice he has a few ear piercings. I reach out my hand to touch them. He jumps a bit. My hand retreats back. "Sorry-" I say. He covers his ear with his hair. "We're not supposed to have piercings at this school.." He says. "But I got mine recently so it'll be bad if I take them out." He explains to me. We talk some more before the nurse sends us to the class we are supposed to be in, she writes the detention room number on a sticky note for me. As I walk in, all the students look up. They know me, I'm in here often and so are they. I sit with some of my friends... Or I'd say they're more of aquantances. The chalk board says silent time, so we're not allowed to talk. I put my head down and sleep till the end of the day.

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I'M BACKKKKKKKK. I'M NOT SURE IF I LIKE THIS SO FAR BUT I'M GONNA TRY TO ACTUALLY FINISH THIS INSTEAD OF GIVING UP (like my other project.....)
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EDIT: FIXED DAZAI OBAMA....