So... Theirs this guy right?

Alone I Go..

"No matter how hard life gets you still gotta fight.?" I'm I right.? I said

"Just don't give up" I said to myself knowing everything was just destroyed. This friend ship but then I wake up knowing it was a dream. Man I swear sometimes when school starts I don't know what to think. Or what to feel and to be honest. My favorite part of school is just the fact that I would always walk him to class. Always I would always have a smile on my face knowing he just looked at me but. Sometimes I would ask myself.

"Do you think he knows.?"

"Would he even care if I liked him.?"

The least thing I could do is just go along with it. Not only did I get happy I was scared as well knowing. I had to face the fact that me and him will never workout.
Their was times when I would honestly just day dream walking with him and holding hands. But as every happy story well I never had a happy story the day had came it was mid October I was teaching a quinceñera. In case you don't know what that is. It's when they celebrate a girls 15 birthday more like a sweet sixteen. But anyways I would text him 24/7 one evening just got a text message saying if I could leave him alone and not message him at all. I asked if I did something.? The only thing he said was.
"Your a fat mofo leave me alone your a fucken two face a lier and I don't want to talk to you anymore." I crushed down into tears and just tried not to cry in front of everyone In the court. Everyone just asked

"Jonny are you okay?"

"Hey Jonny what's wrong?"

I just told myself "I had to be ready for this day and well I guess it was today."

I knew it was going to be like this every word in the dictionary was told by him and well yeah I'm an idiot to fall for a straight guy right. Well I was stupid of course we all know falling for a straight guy is a no no. I'm just dumb to fall for someone like him.

"So alone I go on my journey to 2013." Nothing will ever turn right for me nothing will.