So... Theirs this guy right?

Idk..who you think you are.?

Well the closer New Years was getting here. Well like a month and something days November. That's my favorite month before December i don't know about you guys but those are my 2 favorite it was November 16 exactly on that day was a day well I would never forget. The day I celebrate a good friends birthday. Fuzzy was his name well Fuzzy would always help me with my problems. But this was one of the problems I never out him in till later on I'll get to that but mid day at high school.
people would come to me asking me or telling me things about SSI idk what to believe in or just talk to him nope.

"I honestly don't know anything anymore at this moment." I said sitting on my desk.
Well computer apps it was and my teacher was just continuing the lesson and well I'm not sure I did anything while I was thinking of him. The class was just going and going. My head just feel to my binder and tears just started sliding down my cheeks.

"Jonny what's wrong?" Mr Tray said patting my back.

I raised my head and said
"I quit! I give up i donn't know what I did wrong." Raising my voice

All Mr Tray said "Don't worry about it you can get threw it." I surely was really happy when he told me that.

December it was finals day and boy did my head hurt. Well every time during lunch or break people would tell me he's looking at you. We might not talk at all but sure felt good that he was not only did I get happy I just felt like my heart was complete.

Winter break was here and I love spending time with my family they gifts the stupid things me and little cousins would do. I sure miss being a kid back then. New Year's Eve was the day I just decided to drink. I wanted to forget SSI.
Well goal failed I started to remember all of the good things we had back then. And we'll I was buzz. January hits and back to school we went. Friday was the day I write in facebook.

"I'm just dumb thinking I could like someone." I said
Denny commented and said "your stupid that's why."
I just got my phone and was just like what the... Okay?

I get another notification "SSI commented on your status."

It said "that's to fucked up."

So I just decided to text him and said "was up"

I got a reply saying "who is this.?"

I said "The one guy you use to talk to but don't anymore."

SSI said "I know it's you Jonnyboy I was just kidding."

So after all this time he never deleted my number. After all this time he had my number. I would always think he never had it saved still? My heart felt like if fire was burning within me once again.