THE CAFE GIRL

CHAPTER 12

CHAPTER 12

GABRIELA

After the saseang I couldn't stop shaking. My hands were always shaking but I was glad none of the guys noticed. After we got to the practice room and that staff was all nice and sweet and close with Jaehyun it made me jealous but not that type that I would kill her that type that made me insecure and I realized maybe Jaehyun doesn't love me and just pretends because you know why not. I didn't realize how time went because I was replying to some emails and doing some stuff. Jaehyun came to me and said:

-Let's go- he said. I stud up with my stuff and we got to the car. On the way back I was driving because that helped me calm my nerves and thoughts. We got back and I went straight to take a shower. I washed my hair because it just needed the more staying in the shower. I almost forgot that I am going to the hair stylist for some new colors and a haircut. I got out of the shower and got into bed and went on Pinterest for some hair ideas.

-What are you looking at?- Jaehyun asked startling me

-GOD. I'm looking at hairstyles- I said looking at the bright and smiley Jaehyun sitting beside me

-When will you be home tomorrow?- he asked

-Around 21PM- I answered

-You can take my car to work and to your hairstylist if you want- he said.

-Really- I said shocked and happy

-If I get to see you this cute then you can have it- he said. That made me blush

-But like really, really?- I asked again because I don't want him to be mad if something happens to the car.

-Yes really- he said smiling looking at me. I got up from my place and hug him. At the end I was laying basically on him because I was hugging him. As my happiness calmed down, I remembered that I'm heavy so I quickly got up.

-Sorry- I said.

-It was the best hug you ever gave me- he said.

-Go to sleep- I said literally making him lay down.

-You're strong- he said shocked

-I know- I said confidently

-But I don't think you stronger than me- he said

-I am- I said confidently

-You are? Are you sure?- he asked laughing

-Yes. I'm confident- I said

-We will see about that- he said putting all his power and rolling be down. He is now on top of me and his grip is pretty strong and I'm doomed. He was looking at me.

-What about now?- he asked holding me down

-Yeah. You win- I said pouting and looking away.

-Aw, I don't like when you pout- he said keeping the same position not letting me go.

-Well deal with it - I said- angrily still pouting.

-You're cute- he said. I looked at him and he was starting to lean in to kiss me. The tension got really high. Then he got a call and had to answer it. Our moment got ruined but then I remember the staff and I just have to go to sleep because I will give myself depression if I think more.

The next day when I woke up I felt two hands on my waist. I tried getting up but Jaehyun just held on to me tighter.

-Five more minutes- he said

-Fine. But only five I have to get ready- I said. We lied for five more minutes and I made Jaehyun get up. I got ready. After yesterday my mood wasn't really good but I tried acting like my mood was normal and it was working. I probably should become and actor really. I was wearing a black oversized shirt and black shorts. I tied my hair in a bun and put on some new earrings. I put on my necklace that I always put on and got my bag ready.

-I have I question- Jaehyun said looking at me doing my makeup.

-Yes- I said

-Why do you always wear that necklace?- he asked

-Because my mom gave it to me before I came to Korea- I said

-Do you miss your mom?- he asked

-I do. I really do and she will maybe come someday- I said

-I know it's personal but why can't she come?-

-She can't get a visa for Korea because of some problems and if my mom is not going my sister also can't get a visa because she's actually very busy but I mean we have a phone for that right- I said. Trying not to tear up because I did miss my mom and sister. They are my only happy place without music.

-Okay- he said walking away. I finished getting ready and went to work. All day I couldn't get that staff out of my head. I mean she was slim and beautiful. Defiantly more beautiful than me and maybe Jaehyun just acts like he likes me, maybe I'm stupid. It was 21PM and I was getting ready to slowly close. Someone entered the coffee shop. I lifted my head and it was Jaehyun, Mark, Ten, Taeyong and the staff. God why do you do this to me.

-Hi- I said smiling.

-Hey. You know our usual- Jaehyun said

-Yes and for you miss?- I said looking at the staff

-Oh please call me Nabi and I will have an iced americano. You can consider me as one of them- she said holding on Jaehyun's hand- right Jaehyun- she said and at that point I was ready to beat that bitch up.

-Yeah- he said happily. He is happy and with her. I made theirs coffees and brought it to the table. I was leaving when Nabi grabbed my hand.

-Me and Jaehyun have a very good connection and I think he will say he loves me at the concert that will happen so you should try- She whispered so no one would hear. Gabriela anger issues won't help right now.

-Yep, got it- I said smiling. If only I could kill her. I sat down on my chair by the counter and I thought maybe she was right. Maybe Jaehyun just is like this. Maybe I'm just not good enough I think that's the case because he is popular and handsome and...

-Sorry?!- I hear a voice. I look to the side and see a customer

-I am so sorry- I say getting up. It coming back again the huge overthinking. God why is it me. I looked at the time and it was 21:50PM. They came and said goodbye. I guess everyone left. I started washing the cups because it was ten minutes before closing so it was dumb to put them in the dishwasher. I turned around to go to the table to clean it and saw Jaehyun. He was waiting for me.

-I will be done soon- I said smiling

-Okay- he said- I will wait for you- I nodded. I finished and closed. The whole ride home we didn't talk because he was talking with Nabi on the phone and she knew I was there. It hurts, it truly hurts. We got back and I got straight into the shower. When Jaehyun got into the shower I started looking for apartments. I think it's better to leave and don't wait because that will hurt more. I also found a tattoo shop that I will get a tattoo at that is the only thing that makes me happy. I also found company that is looking for a person who can speak Chinese and translate in an important meeting in a month so I applied because I can speak Chinese and I want a new job so for now it will be good. Jaehyun got out of the shower and talked about his day. I listened and acted like I always felt when he told me about his day.

-How was your day? You seem a little down today- he said

-Oh, it was normal like always and I'm just a little tired you know- I said smiling- let's go to sleep so you don't have to take five minutes more in the morning- I said giggling. He smiled.