I am driving to the sturniolo triples house again for the 5 time this week. I have a spare key so I just walk in, I open the door and I get greeted by Trever there dog, he is so cute.
I hear Chris walking down from his room. We are filming there new video for the week and I am so excited. Chris comes and meets me at the door. He kisses me on the lips as Nick walks in his brother "ew could you not we have to film and I don't want you two love animal kissing the hole time, but I love your outfit. The crop top and the low rise jeans are so cute" Nick says "I think the saying it actually love birds but thank you" i say. Nick walk off. Me and Chris kiss again.
-time pass-
After we filmed and posted the video on Friday I got to watch it. I felt to weird seeing my self on YouTube. After I watched it I thought maybe I thought they will like me seeing that this is the first time I was in on of there YouTube videos. When we were filming I said that I like skittles more the I like popcorn when I am watching a movie. Nick thought that was the worst thing that anyone had ever said.
But when I saw the comments they all said "maybe you don't need ether the popcorn or the skittles" "when you loss weight you can have some skittles" "Chris is way out of your league" or they just got straight to the point "fat-ass" "your fat" "ugly"
The brothers were going to pick me up so we could all have a picnic in the park and watch a movie after. So I got dressed in sweatpants and a over sized tee. I got in the car and Matt ask why I was wearing sweatpants. They know that anytime I leave the house I have to look the best I can. I did not say anything so Matt new to drop the topic. Chris looked at me but I gave him a look to drop the topic.
We set up are picnic and everyone started making there food. After I saw the comment I didn't want to eat every again. Matt saw me not eating. Chris saw me to and asked if I wanted a bit of his sandwich but I said no. I started to believe the comments, I looked down at my stomach it looked big, then I saw my thighs I thought I was going to throw up.
After we were done eating we packed up and made are way back to the car. Chris was standing next to me " are you ok you seem of" ask Chris "I'am fine" I say knowing I am not.
When we made it to the car I looked down I saw my thighs again so I put my heals the the back of the seat so my toes where on the ground.( if you guys know what I am saying)
Matt said from the passenger seat he said that he got me skittles because the video we posted you said that you don't like popcorn. "I still think you are so weird for that" Nick says.
I feel scared because they will know that something is wrong if I don't eat the skittles.
When we get home we are getting ready to watch the movie and Matt goes into the pantry to grab snacks. He throws the skittles I catch them but I look at the back of them so I can see the calories in it. Chris sees what I am doing. So he asked me if I would help get some blankets. I said yes so I put the skittles on the table.
When we make it up stairs and we are walking down the hall and pass the blanket closet. I brings me to his room and closes the door. "Why are you so of, what is happening" says Chris "I-I looked at the comments of the video I was in" I say falling into Chris arms while I start to cry "wait what do you mean" Chris ask " well your fans were calling me fat and said I am not pretty enough for you" I say while cry in Chris shoulder. I hear him crying to and asking why. He hate it when I am sad.
Nick opens the door " you two better not be cuddling. Why are you crying" "well y/n told me-" says Chris I look at Chris saying please don't tell him. "I have to tell him he is my brother and are fans are his to" says Chris "can we get Matt to" i whisper in his ear.
We walk down stairs Matt is sitting on the couch, he turns around and sees me crying still. I sit down on the couch and calm my self down to the point where I am not crying anymore. "I looked at the comments on the video we posted" I say "what do they say" Nick says
I open up my phone and I started to read them and my eyes are watering again and now I am crying. Chris grabs the phone out of my hand and starts to read them " what the fuck" Chris says he handed the phone to Nick and Matt. They read it two "what the flying fuck, how and why would they say that stuff" Nick says
Matt comes and sits next to me and says "that if we think you are pretty that's all that matter" " yeah you can say what every you want to eat they are just mad that they are not you" Nick says "yeah I love you and only you, you are pretty and kind, sweet, and everyone nice"Chris says "let's eat are popcorn and skittles and watch this movie"
The end
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