Trust issues (Mindless behavior love story)

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*weeks later*

Julli Pov

that night.

plays threw my mind like a never ending road.

it was a huge car crash right in front of my eyes. and me and my ex broke up.

me and jacob havent talked since

i dont smile

i dont speak

i dont eat

i just lock myself in my room and sometimes go to school, im going today.

Jacob on the other hand

speaks

smiles

laughs

eats

has fun, he just forgot about me completely, he has a girlfriend i think.... Krysten.

it makes me die inside. i just wanna colapse. i dont wanna live........ all this over a boy?

im not myself anymore....

i was snapped out of my thoughts by Gen saying "we're here.

i had on shorts and a big grey sweatshirt and a small heart necklace hoop earings a my hair was flat ironed. nothing speacial. i feel miserable so what does it matter?

i got out of the car and gen said something i wasnt paying attention. then i heard Laughing... i wonder what its like to laugh i havent laughed in..... a long time. the laugh was familiar. Jacobs laugh.

i turned and saw him and krysten he had her pinned against the car tickleing her.

she laughed then they kissed.

i felt my throat tighten and my eye were swelling of tears. i didnt wanna cry tho.

gen saw what i was looking at i know she did.

a warm tear rolled down my cheek.

ray came up and hugged Gen nd looked at me .

Hey Julli. he smilled

i looked down and waved.

then i broke down. i couldnt take anymore i just couldnt. i cryed and cryed i wad layed out on the parking lot ground crying my eyes out.

The others walked up and probably Jacob and his girlfriend.

whats wrong with Julli? jacob asked

no one knows she just broke down. gen said as she sat on the ground next to me.

whats wrong julli? gen asked

i shook my head. meaning nothing.

all of my friends plus Jacob and Krysten was now sitting on the parking lot ground with me. they cared.

somethings wrong you havent talked, ate,smiled,laughed, anything in a long time thats not healthy. Kaylin stated

i shook my head again.

Julli please talk to us i miss hearing your voice. Jacob said

yeah me too. Ally said

i just layed there sniffing

this is pointless she wont speak , im leaving. Krysten said and left.

Jake your girlfriend is a bitch. Gen said

i chuckled.

did you guys here that, that was a chuckle! prod said

i chuckled again.