If Only

BreakTime Dream

We were both doing nightshift but at different places so close together. Somehow our breaks were at the same time. I went outside to go across to get him but his breaks are longer than mine so he was already waiting for me.
He looked up and smiled when he saw me, like he used to when I'd visit him on shift. He gave me that look when he clocked me and I lit up when I saw him.
Knowing me so well he stood with his arms open while i ran up to him and cuddled in. Our height difference makes him perfect to hug, he's the cuddliest man ive ever met.
While still holding on to him I asked what he was up to. He said he was getting cookies, the white chocolate chip ones and asked if i wanted to come with. I told him it was a trick question of course I do and we walked over.
We got through the doors and he took my hand while we made our way round the shop. Was the quickest trip round a supermarket I've ever had.
We came out the doors, made our way to the car and I drove us back.
We listened to all sorts of music on the road back. Every now and then I'd take a quick glance and smile because he was sitting next to me.
Our works were next door to each other so I parked at the middle of both. This time when I looked at him he looked back. He gave me this look and that smile I'd do anything for. I thanked him for bringing me along and he said tis all good.
He told me he would need to go back soon and I just leaned over and wrapped my arms round him. He's my safe place, my smile, my home.
Smooth as anything, he tilted his head, the hat making me aware and he kissed me like he did the first time.
I was giddy, my insides having excited fireworks and calm all at once. It just felt so normal.
He cupped my cheek then patted my head before he got out the car. I thought he was walking over to work but he walked round to my door and opened it. I grabbed my stuff and closed the door. He pulled me in for a hug, knowing how much I love them. As we pulled away gave him a peck on the cheek.
He walked over to his work at that point and I went back to mine. I practically floated through the doors. Such a sweet dream.