Victor's POV
Belch pulled into the driveway and we went into the house. he led me up to his room and we both sat on the bed.
" baby you know that you can tell me anything righ? " he says as he sees the worry in my eyes
" i know but promise not to get mad at me? "
Belch nodded and i rolled up my sleeves and soon after the tiers came. Belch gently took my arm and looked at it. he then looked at me and with his free hand wiped away my tears and kissed me ever so lightly.
" Vicky you know i would never be mad at you for something like this, but i really want you to tell me when you feel like this or maybe just you know talk to me. " Belch says in a worried voice
" but-but its just not so simple and with my family and stuff its really hard trusting even the closest people "
its so hard talking with all the tears in my eyes. Belch pulls me close and hugs me tight. i look up at him and kiss him.
" fuck i love you so so much " i say with a very soft and calm tone
" i bet i love you more " he says and chuckles
" shut up " i laugh a little
" but can you please promise to tell me when you feel like that again "
i nod but dont say anything because i know that promises are the sweetest lies and because of me our relationship will soon fall apart i can just feel it.
" wanna go shower? " he suggests and i just nod
he picks me up bridal style and takes me to the bathroom
( time skip bc im rly tired and nothing happened but maybe henry and patrick will have bath sex only MAYBE )
even tho he saw all the other cuts he didnt say anything but i saw how much he wanted to.
he gave me his Metallica t-shirt and i put on my boxers since like half of my closet is now in his closet but i rly didnt mind Belch too.
we got in bed and Belch spooned me.
" i love you you know right? " he says reminding me im not alone
" mhh i know and i love you too " i say
Belch was out in a flash of light, but me on the other hand i was wide awake on my phone texting Henry.
Me: so i talked to Belch
Henry: omfg so how was it?
Me: i guess good i mean he didnt ask any questions or some shit like that
Henry: hey ur gonna be okay
Me: i sure hope so
Henry: alright i rly need to go k?
Me: k gn
Henry: gn
i put my phone down and felt a single tier fall down because i knew im gonna fuck up bad and best case scenario i stay with Henry worst case scenario i am left with no one.
im probably overthinking but fuck im gonna miss them when there gonna be gone...
hello ppl just making sure u like this story and also reminding u that ur not alone and also wanted to say that one time i almost did suicide but i remembered about those ppl that will be sad if i die even if they say im annoying or stupid i love them and that just made me rethink my thoughts and here i am but if u rly dont have anyone plz get help or just remember that there are a lot of ppl on wattpad that surly care about you bc i barley know the ppl i talk to but just talking to them makes me feel seen and calmer.
