Kyungwan POV
"I knew it, I fucking knew it." I sigh heavily while fasten my pace headed to the destination.
"Aish that stubborn woman, doesn't she aware how dangerous her dream could be? I should have prevent it earlier yahh"
I was having lots of project to do at the office until someone is calling me, it was momo. I'm about to ignore it as I thought she just probably going to disturb me with her nonsense lovelife but this instinct got me feeling uneasy somehow and I just answered it without any doubt.
I was right.
She told me that she saw my girlfriend registered herself on the competition of that fucking gymnastic or whatsoever, all I thought is that the things she was doing right now is dangerous.
Not that I don't have any faith on nayeon but I'm scared about the circumtances. I can't handle it if something bad going to happen to her. I'll blame myself for not being aware. Call me a coward or what I just don't want to lose the person I love the most.
I sigh once again in pain, why can't she just understand me. I know having me as her boyfriend quite annoying because all i said was no when she want to do something.
But the things is, mostly her listed things is the dangerous one. I couldn't cooperate with anxious feeling knowing it's risky. Apart from my phobia, all i want her to be safe.
And here we are.
I bang the door of the hall as soon as I arrived there and push the door over in violent way but I don't give a shit since I have a lot of money to repair it.
"IM NAYEON" I shout using all of my lungs, it does give the dramatic vibe on me but who cares?
Shortly afterwards I notice her stability began to falter because her focus on me, it was obvious on her face that she didn't expect my existence here.
This is bad so I immediately run in idea of capturing her. I feel the urge to protect her at all cost.
Fortunately.luck was on my side. I manage to held her in my arms but I couldn't ignore the fact that both of us are injured. At least not that severe but still.
Few minutes later, Nayeon and I were sent to a medical room for futher check up if there's something up.
"Nayeon, as much as I hate this but you never listen to what I said aren't you? you're so stubborn. Look what happen now because of your clumsiness?I'm glad momo told me this ,if not?you might get hurt or even worse. It was my luck i reached at you with the good timing" I slowly approaching her.
She sigh while looking down.
"I'm tired"
"Okay, take a rest first but consider of what -"
"Why should I consider of what you said when you never consider mine?" She cut me off purposely emphasized the word.
"It's all your fault"
I widened my eyes, oh wow how is this became my fault when she's the one who's stubborn.
"Don't turn the table around, if you didn't-"
"Didn't what? I was doing fine until you came. I lose my focus because of you" She cut me again and shout at me.
I massage my forehead and takes a long breath.
"I admit it was my fault too but if you didn't taking part in that competition we won't be here. I already told you before we were getting into relationship right? You know me more than everyone. I have this fucking phobia and i can't do anything about it, i can't even erase my anxious when i saw you did something dangerous. Do you like seeing me like this?"
I sigh.
"Both of us are in this issue okay?I'm sorry forgive me so we're done.I don't want you to do this dangerous activity for your own good too. It wasn't easy for me to deal with this phobia of mine.I just afraid something bad will happen to you. I know I'm hurting you but for the sake of this I really love you Im Nayeon, I don't want to see you hurting so please understand me huh?" I hold her arms as she chuckled in pain.
"I know I love you too but it's too much I can't handle it. This is my dream since then ,I won't let go of it just because of your stupid phobia. Just because I love you doesn't mean I'll let go of my dream for you.To be honest I feel choked. It sucks me up.I'll definitely do this over again and keep you worrying so you know what? we better off parting our life here ... let's just break up. I can't stand it anymore. I can do anything i want and you don't have to worry about me anymore"
I massage my head again,trying to calm down and remind myself this is hospital.
"Let's continue this in our home"
"No, we will settle it down right here right now!"
"Yah Nayeon ah, have some common sense. We're inside the hospital now. I don't want to pull everyone attention because of our silly argument here and obviously both of us need to cool it off." i raised my voice at her.
"I don't need time for me to cool off, this is my final decision." she sternly said.
I sigh while smile bitterly, I know she doesn't mean it. It happened a lot but never really do.
"I'll give you time and please consider our long term relationship" I said in hurry and leaving the room immediately.
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The Heir
AdventureYoo Kyungwan, who is in state of caution in all aspects. For him, he thinks that dangerous can be happen in the matter of seconds if we're not being careful enough. Simply because he had a dark past leading him into this darkest phobia. Moreover, ha...