Mystery Of My Life.

chapter 3 : wars of life .

I see she fitting very well I like that in she actually getting along with some people even though she don't won't to at all .but she still given a fair shot ain't that what's she say Joe lol.

' he chuckles in walk away , she gone be a hand full but she'll make it out. She full of mystery I can help her out with that"

I begin to look in her file she pretty amazing person get a little step on but she manage it very well in know how to handle herself in that situations..

She very well handed so she would be accept on the back hand.

She would be wonderful to run for the vice president of specialist humility ghost.

She will love I'm pretty much sure she would she qualify for everything in willing to do the work.

I called her parent in her heads hey there Ms & Mr boudvor how would you guys feel ,  if Ms .Amberlyn run for vice president through yall only through you guys for right now .

"We would actually love that because that's funny she talk about that couple of years ago through her spirit that's she won't to fight for people that's don't know who's they actually really are , then she said what warm my heart that she really won't to help the needy to have some type of understanding they live they life homeless to have a better living until they get they self together not because they on drugs or having family issue they just couldn't have nobody in they business making them feel like shit or won't work at all .because they having some problems with they

" Ms. That's really helping her I got to own her one for this".

she such a sweet heart , I love those kinda of people . She bring peace in I won't that around she don't mind telling nobody how she feel or don't mind telling Noone NO at all . So she won't be misused I won't be worrying about that, then she very open she don't close her mind unless she have to she gives time to come her if she feel anyone trying to reach her so she really on top of her shit! I haven't found Noone like that in a long time.

I'm not going to point this out to her just yet , I'm going to let her to finishing pin point her life .

She doing good so far he laugh she had a little warning Mr boudvor we scared her with her jumps out  to keep her mind a little stressful we know her sickness and health we know about that but we will push her until a certain point

Because we won't nothing but the best for her she actually really deserved that she really being a good girl , don't judge nobody , don't mistreat nobody , don't fellow vandi or vendor mind when they trying to make her fights for her life and her freedom she love everyone even when she don't supposed too she participate in everything not one time she complain she only complain when her eyes bothering her which I'm going to do something about.

As I was sitting on the porch brit came to me today, we laugh in talked even showed a little bit of our talent.

She have a beautiful voice I think she start actually sing that's what's I'm feeling from her .

So Ms . No one in your life ? She ask I look kinda of crazy , then laugh I have someone but stuck
How stuck do you feel ? I don't feel that stuck I know exactly who...

"why you looking like that no reason? , can you change the subject ".

"Amberlyn , brit change the subject "

fine fine I'll change the subject or walk off for a min. Until you tell me why I have to change the subject "'.

I don't know why I got scared I felt bubble guts through my body , I'm not scared of that bitch! Just his controlling abusive ways .

How would you feel If I have another bitch?

So I look beside instantly felt his presences like I already knew who he was , what Rick what you want this time I'm not doing shit!!! I said loud so he can go.

You know what amberlyn I'm not about deal with your bullshit today if all we got to do is argue so I feel we need a break!!!!

Cool I'll accept that .

Just like that you gone give me up , WHAT IM KEEPING YOU AROUND FOR? YOU DONT LOVE ME YOU BARELY DONT NEED ME IM PRETTY SURE SOME OTHER BITCH HAVE YO ATTENTION CAUSE I DAMN SHOLL DONT FUCKING HAVE IT .

You know what amberlyn i think it's is time for us to cut it out how you get to know some other motherfuckers but that don't mean I'm not watching yo ass .he poof away.

I swear he gets on my fucking nerves. If I knew it's would've been that easy I would've did that along time ,what a minute what the catch?

There no catch to it by the way I'm just letting you go your separate ways I'm not about to be unsatisfied with myself with someone that currently confused. 

That's the first he actually have some feelings that's bitch don't have nun at all .

I can't say I don't feel better because I actually do feel so much better . I'm not mad he showed up like that but I got to apologize to brit for making that scene.

I know she was only trying to help I don't mean to run people off I hope I didn't offended her in no kinda of way I hope we actually keep our friendship , I really like her as a friend .

" she coming around like I thought she would've "proud of her!

I see walking into her room kinda of happy, worried , anxious , a little anxiety . He did scared but he did told me what was his problem with her and he was only just doing few of unlocking of her spirts . So I'm going to keep this little scared thing she have on task! I don't play that shit .she scared of something

As she begin to lay across the bed like someone on her mind,  but I feel he not available right now so she really have to wait on her taming to get done .

She begin to actually write for the very first time it's brought me some kinda of peace I love her peace I love the fact she nothing but good ways over everyone head . Lord don't push me to far to make her ways get all the way tamed .

She start to listen to music as she write but she got a little off in distracted,  so she really can't focused with her music on I think the best bet for her to work without music .

She very focused but will only last for a couple of hours well make her feel like she too focus and not concentrate at all . This about to be  along ride .