Mystery Of My Life.

chapter 1 : figuring out

As I was in the hospital I realized until I walk around the room. I start thinking to my self what's I got myself into? Where this coming to end? I jump once I heard a knock on the door Ms you fine? You need light ? No i'm fine I'm just wondering around . Well I'll be down the hall if you need anything welcome by the way I'm Ms .Mary nice to meet you she smile as she walk out the room .

I heard someone cough , what happened? How come you didn't realized where you was ? That's kinda of personal I was in some trouble that's I don't won't to talk about! . Word of advice trouble always come when you run into your problems.

You're very wise how old are you? She laugh I'm 26 I been where you was you can talk to me about anything if you need a ear. I got your token on that .

I begin to lay my clothes out to take a shower sometimes i don't know when I'm stop getting in trouble . I whisper under my breath . She look side ways she gone be a problem I see . I work in mysterious ways I can always help . She just need a few unlocking .

I don't remember when the last time I had a peace of mind , showering always bring me to that point I really enjoyed taking these kinda of showering when I'm having a bad day .

I begin to put on my clothes I realized I was too comfortable with the person in the room with me , I guess it's not so bad to actually meet new people

I walk out of the bathroom I hear her snoring she seem very peaceful in comfortable, Lord don't push my buttons . Amen

I got in the bed to begin to think about alot of things that's going on in my life that I don't understand at this very moment or very point .

How come I have to see things wrong then rather see things right ?

I can answer that question I jump is she in my head?

"Poor baby she just lost of what she really is "

" How religion you think you are?"
Mhmm what's made you ask that ?

Just answer the question , how religion you think you are ? I'm 80% can I ask why?

80%? Hmmm she know herself .. excuse me ? Ooh nothing just know we got alot of work to do .

What are you? You'll figure it out I'm sure of it . When you starting hearing the things you need to hear .

I laugh , she turn her back in cut off the lights begin to think how come I know what I am but don't know the things I see? She giggle .

"Now that's out of take her ass out on. A hunt"

"She pretty cool , it's look like she more celebrate more than anything , so she can actually can handle some vandisilm I believe that!"

What's more can I ask for right now? Feel so alone even though I'm not alone , I need to understand why my life have to be so hard?

"When I figure out your scripts you'll be sure to know" daughter .

"She chuckles! about something I close my mind out it's seem like she know herself but don't know herself on the outside"

I'll start off small by saying a little quote ; don't always ask if you not ready for the outcome!;)

"I feel the alerts already, I smell the jealousy allll over them. Even on her who ever her family is she have a good one :)+(;"

I can always start with a quote question to figure her out some more.

"How many days of life you think you did without knowing?"

"When the last time you had fun?"

"When was your last sex experiences?"