A/N: HELLO AGAIN. UH SO ATLEAST IM WRITING THIS IN OCTTTT- but like i still am late BUT NOT THAT LATE. i always have drama before writing istg. hehe..
who knew mathematics in a career based school could be so...
boring..?
normally, she'd find mathematics fun and engaging, but not right now. boring, basic algebratic equations being shown on board really isn't her choice/cup of tea that she'd prefer... regardless, and somehow unluckily, she still needs to listen to the teacher... at least... seem like it. in hopes of not... ahem... failing the year.
y/n's thoughts: 'it's possible for me to fail, but either way, i wouldn't care SO SO SO much. after all, it's only school for me, i still have my job as an idol.'
as she zones out thinking, but still looking like she's paying attention by zoning out, staring at the whiteboard/blackboard. so that her name wouldn't be called to answer any dumb questions while she was off in "lala land".
resuming y/n's thoughts: 'although... chances are i won't be here for the whole year. well, of course i'm not gonna transfer schools, but as in i probably will have concerts in other countries or states. not always sticking around here and having to keep up is a young task, i guess... but i'm sure i'll be able to keep up and continue it! after all, it's what us idols do to protect us and our loved ones! at least... i think so anyway..'
of course there were going to be doubts in her mind about a lot of things. maybe even nearly all the thoughts she has about herself and her career/lifestyle. but, that's not something she can control... right? i mean, after all. no one's perfect.
when she finally leaves "lala land" she finds herself solving math equations on the board. nothing difficult. she still has 4ish more classes today. so she shouldn't be getting tired early in the morning. but still, she can just go to a shop for lunch break, since lunch is 1 hour- 1hour and thirty minutes long. something like that at least. no big deal. so that's that out of the way... how about friendships? she for sure doesn't want to be someone that spends lunch alone. it would damage her ranking in this school. so how about making friends then? she's already friends with the ruby girl from the interview. due to that girls personality, she surely must get along with people well and have many friends! at least thats what she hopes for anyway.
A/N: IM SOSOSOSOSO SORRY THIS IS A SHORT CHAPTER!!! I HAVE NO MOTIVATION AND IDEAS AND I NEED SOME. I WAS RUSHINF THIS CUZ ITS ALMOST NOV GRRRRR I HAVE HORRIBLE TIMING IM SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY PLS FORGIVE ME
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Fanfiction♫αqυαмαяιиє нσѕнιиσ χ яєα∂єя♫ ☁︎¢αυѕє уσυ αяє ρєяfє¢т, тнє мσѕт вєαтιfυℓ ι∂σℓ☁︎ LΩΔDIΠG. . . You, (y/n) is a secret idol, and your identity is only known to the people you work with, aka your team, you are a soloist idol, meaning you have no teamma...
