As blissful as life can be, not everyone has the same taste for life. No matter how many billions of people may exist, some will just feel as lonely as if there is none. " I used to think like that when I was a kid, wondering about the corners and wonders of the world I was about to see, not knowing what kind of place this world is.
I was born in a small town with cold evenings and freezing nights where we would have to make fire inside the homes just to keep us warm enough to not die of cold. My parents didn't had a great marriage, so they went from many troubles just to stay together. There were times when I would just look at other parents and wished to have a peaceful and loving family like other kids. Well the wishing didn't do anything but it got stuck on my mind as if I betrayed my own parents by wishing for parents like other kids had. The winter there had its own charm, the snow, the cold, the flu and many beautiful moments like lovers meeting each other on snowy night. As fun and loving ones childhood is, my childhood included some of the disturbing events one should not witness not even with closed eyes. I remember the days when I would just sit and think what good has ever happened to me and get silent because there was none who could help me answer them. I never thought that my life would take this many turns as I imagined myself as nothing but an NPC( Non playable character). But as I moved forward in my life I knew that I wasn't made for NPC kind of life but a life no one should have. I realized this when I was at the last brick of my high school, the guilts and the desire to make everything right from the start. Life can be a dramatic teacher who doesn't tell any answers but wants you to find answer by yourself. Some get lost in the way and some find the light in the end of their tunnel. What did I found in the end of my tunnel? What choices did I made that I am here telling you my story? One can only tell at the end of this story if I made it out the tunnel or not!
