How is this love? Einxzane

(Chapther 5)he really hate himself

  (Time 14:47)
At eins house

Ein: "nobody likes me" he says sad while looking down on his lap

Zane: "i don't think thats true"

Ein: "of course its true"fake smiles while a few tears drop down

Zane: "come on then name five people who don't like you"

Ein: "sure...thats easy first comes....you then kim,noi,myself,aaron,mac,
They all don't like me.....because....of how i act...how i am" he say in a low sad voice

Zane: "wait why did you put yourself?" He says confused

Ein: looks up at zane with a big fake smile and tears "because......i...hate myself"

Zanes pov:
He really doesn't like himself im sure he hates evry thing about himself
I sit down on my knees in front of him i can see the tears running down his face with that fake smile
He's trying to hold it in. He's biting his lip so he can hold it in but i can se hes sad
I actually feel kinda bad for him because it feels like its my fault hes like this
And it is he has that mark on his eye because of me
I look at him there's so many tears falling from his eyes his cheeks are starting to become red.
I think he's blushing because im close to him.
Ein looks down he's trying to hide his feelings from me
I take my hand and lightly lifts his chin and hes now looking at me
While i have him in my hand he starts to blush and panic like crazy he pushes himself away from me

Eins pov:
I'm just gonna hide my emotions i look down
Then what I least expected happened he lifts up my head im looking him in the eyes
Hes so cute I notice how close i am to him i starts to panic like crazy and pushes myself
Away from him so i end up bonking my back into the wall
"Aw" i said curl up and lean up against the wall having my head down on my knees
Im scared that hes gonna laugh at me or something.

Zanes pov:
Oh that must have hurt a bit he curls up like he doesn't want any interaction
"Oh"i say in a low voice. I sit with my legs straight out
I then say "look Ein im sorry... i didn't know it be like this
I didn't meant for it to go this far"

Ein: "but it did so what"

Zane: "eh uh i eh ehm i actually don't hate you"

Ein: "what do you mean?" Looks up

Zane: "so....like well....aph..she kinda told me"

Eins pov:
Oh no did she tell him that i had feelings for him
Dammit why did she even.

Zane: "she told me you had feelings for me okay
I kinda got surprised by it because i didn't know she told me that you said
You had no chance because i like kc and i that i hated you
But thats not true i don't hate you i just don't like you that much
And i know it all everything you said to her she told me"

Ein: "dammit why did she well it doesn't matter anyway you don't like
Me like that so i am just gonna be lonely and nobody likes me like that right?"
Ein is sitting on his knees now also zane

Zanes pov:
He still have tears on his face so I decide.
I take my hand and wipe the tears away ein is all flustered and blushing

Ein: "eh what i-i"

Zane: "ein we could like have a movie night or something so we could get to know each other's"

Ein: "e-eh i-i would l-love you..ahh i mean love to eh sorry"

Zane: "its okay.. what about 19:30 tonight at my house"

Ein: "okay alright"

Zane: " oh i will get some bandages for that"

Ein: "oh okay"

Zanes pov:
I walk out to the bathroom open a cabinet and look for a med-kit
There i found it i close it again and walk back to Eins room
Ein is sitting on his bed. I walk over to him and sit down beside him
I take out the med-kit and open it i take out the cleaning thingy
And open the little package then i say "Ein this is maybe gonna sting a bit for a sec but then its over again alright"
"Okay im ready" ein says.  I take ein arm and put it on my lap i then wipe it for a sec ein starts to says ssss sound because it stings i then put it away and get the bandage from the med-kit i wrap it around his wrist.
"Alright Ein were done" i say
"Thank you zane" Ein says and smiles I haven't seen him smile much
But this probably means hes happy.
I put the med-kit away and gives Ein a little hug just to be nice.

Zane: "Ein see you later im gonna go home and do some work"

Ein: "okay seeya later Zane"

Eins pov:
We walk down to the front door I wave bye to Zane he notices and waves back.
And walks his ways to his house I can't wait to see him i gotta look a bit good atleast.

Bye this is the end of this chapter seya tomorrow
I have to stop here because i gotta go to bed