(Chapther 18) flustered and accidentally mad

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Well i thought i was gonna have time to upload back in May but heh i kinda didn't so im gonna update now.
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Zanes pov:
I understand and respect that Ein is scared of swimming and I don't wanna force him into something.
I don't like swimming myself but I really like to just sit on a chair by the water and look at my friends having fun, that makes me feel a bit happy inside. Im not a softie because of this right?. Wait now i also get why i never seen him at swimming pools before. But i bet he would look absolutely adorable playing in the water. Why am i making it sound like hes a three year old?. Wait what if we went to the pool and if Ein tried a bit and when he doesn't want to anymore or get too worried about drowning, whe will go back. I will ask him what he thinks about the idea.

Zane: "Ein" i say, and Ein looks over at me still with a few tears in his eyes, he looks so cute.
I can't hold back all tthis cuteness i gotta hug him.

No ones pov:
Zane then leans over to Ein and hugs him, Ein of course hugs back. They just sit like that for a min or two before they let go of each other's bodies. ( wow that sounds so pro written, thank you keyboard) 

Zane: "Ein, what if, we went to the pool and tried giving it a shot with like swimming and all and when you feel like you don't wanna anymore then we can just go back. Do you think that would work for you?" Zane says nicely to Ein to maybe make him try the idea.

Ein: "are you gonna be theyre?" Ein asks and looks at him.

Zane: "well of course i am I wouldn't ask you if you wanted to swim, and then don't even show up myself. Im gonna be theyre....okay" Ein smiles a bit feeling a bit of happiness flush over him and feeling safe since hes also coming.

Ein: "okay, then i will try it, but what if the others are going to laugh at me, because i can't swim?"

Zane: "they won't do that, you know them. And theyre not the type of people to laugh at someone who's scared of swimming." Zane answers reassuring him that its gonna go fine.

(Ugh only 420 words, i feel like ive been writing for a year 😩)

Ein: "oh are you sure?"

Zane: "yeah im sure."

Ein: "well okay"

Zane: "you can just cahnge here in the hotel room so when you wanna go back you can just take a shower here" Zane says trying to come up with a good sounding idea. ( i dunno if its actually allowed at pools to take a shower somewhere else before and just kinda get in. BUT THIS IS MY BOOK WHO CARES. People only care when i wrote something that sound extremely weird like when i couldn't remember the word "yawn" and just came up with a plan b and use "moan" instead, i can say that was stupid of me)

Ein: "okay thats a good idea, i guess" Ein then stands up and runs over to his suitcase and opens it, and starts to search around for his bathing suit that he took with him because its a vacation duh.  He then finds it and takes it up. Peirce is sitting on the bed right now and Zane is sitting on the couch.

Ein: "should i go to the bathroom or just change here?" That question made Zane blush because if he told him to do it there then he would be standing naked right there almost infront of him.

Zane: "e-eh go to the t-tthe bath-r-r-room and do it!" Zane accidentally says a bit fast and sound like hes mad or something.

Ein: "eh, oh okay.......i will....go to the bathroom....then" he says a bit sad and turns around to walk to the bathroom.

Zanes pov:
Shit!! I said that way to quick. He looks sad now. I just got really flustered and then as stupid as i am yelled at him.
I then see him looking down while walking to the bathroom. I then notice Peirce looking at me, i look over at him and he he starts shaking his head slowly left and right telling me I definitely fucked up and im a awful boyfriend towards Ein.
I then quickly stand up. And walk after him. Hes first now grabbing the handle to the bathroom.

Zane: "Ein wait!" I stop right behind him. I see him letting go of the handle, letting his arm fall down mpby his side, and then turning around facing me. He looks at me, i see a tear slide down his cheek .

Zane: "Ein.....look im sorry for yelling at you like that, I didn't mean to do that"

I then hug him laying my head a little on his shoulder. I can feel that hes not hugging back yet i start to think that im a awful boyfriend and the hes going to break up with me on the spot.  But then he hugs back and lays his head on my shoulder.

Ein: "its okay, accidents happen...." he says looking at me with a soft smile (😊)

Zane: "oh"

Ein: "whats wrong?"

Zane: "its....just y-you're smile....."

Ein: "huh?"

Zane: "its....cute" i then start to blush a bit but luckily he can't see because im wearing my mask for some none existent reason.

Ein: "oh, really?"

Zane: "yeah, because you're cute, that means you're smile is also cute" i can then see that Ein blushes a little. Were looking eye to eye right now, just staring into each other's eyes. Ein has some beautiful light gray eyes. I could stare into them for as long as i wanted, but it would get  awkward pretty soon.

Sorry guys gotta leave you here, i will try to upload this Wednesday because theres no school that day so yeah!! And it didn't fit that they went there this soon i dunno. Im not goood at planning what fits in at one chapther and what fits in at another chapther so yeh.

I have a little idea when i have finished this book should i then translate it to other languages like
Danish (btw its my  normal language) or other languages?

1100 including my blabbring about stuff i mostly just blabbber its filling almost my whole book
I hope that my book is at  a hour now!!

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