Sweet tooth

Chapter 16: Chocolate Coins

"I ain't a killer but don't push me, revenge is like the sweetest joy next to

||Reflection||

So much shit has been thrown my way in these past few months and I'm not even talking about the situation with Rose and Tyron. I'm surprised i've made it this long without killing a bitch or a bitch nigga.

I hate to relive certain situations but I have to figure some shit out, back in febuary of last year I found out I was pregnant. You never really think it can happens to you until.....well that shit reads positive. My heart dropped the moment I found out and then I was happy, I know it's weird for a 16yo to be happy but I knew Tyron wanted to start a family with me as soon as possible. He always called me his "Wifey" and made it clear we would get married have lots of kids...boys at that. He wanted his own small basketball team and I being so in love was going to give it to him.

The only person who knew about it as soon as I found out was Rose of course...just a few months before she "Thought she was pregnant". Rose is the type of person who craves attention both good and bad, there was rumor in the beginning of that year that she was pregnant by the captain on the football team.

I knew it was lie because he never wanted anything to do with her, in fact the night they almost fucked he curved the shit outta her. She was butthurt after that but she made it clear she wasn't going to "give up on him". After about two weeks of sweating him he finally let her suck him off at lunch behind the bleachers, she was a little too excited about that. She got so ahead of herself that she actually thought it meant they were together and thats exactly what she started telling people.

Well turns out Mr. Captain had a girlfriend that went to a community college right up the street. She heard about what Rose was telling people and decided to come up to our school to confront her a.k.a fight . It was "The fight of the year" that Rose lost of course, poor thing can't fight worth a damn. I was busy at a college prep class across town but I caught up with ole girl a few days later and whooped her ass for Rose.

I never minded fighting for her because I know her crazy ass would do this same for me...if she could actually fight. I remember her telling me after she lost the fight, that she was too embarrassed to show her face at school ever again. High school can be pretty cruel, and the worst part is someone got the fight on video and posted it to our schools "Students only" Facebook page.

Every school in our hood was talking about it, hell even the teachers were caught laughing about it in the teachers lounge. Rose knew she had to either fight the girl again (and win) or figure out a way to turn things around so that people were on her side again and that's exactly what managed to do.

Rumors began to swirl about her begin pregnant and how the other girl knew all along. Suddenly Rose wasn't the bitch who couldn't fight, she was the victim trying to protect her unborn child. It was prefect and she had everyone throwing her a fucking pity party. It made me sick going to school everyday and having to hear about how Rose is "The Real MVP" for not fighting back.

She never told me it was a lie but she didn't have to, she's been pulling stunts likes this for as long as I've known her. Its one of the many things I find extremely annoying about this bitch, but needless to say I played along until it died down. I felt bad for the girl Rose fought because she ended up getting jumped and eventually dropped out of that college and left our part of town.

To top it all off she "lost the baby" a few weeks later and yet another week of pity parties began.

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It was different for me, I didn't want to broadcast my pregnancy to world or even to my mom. I wanted to wait for Tyron to know and then we both tell my mom...like a man should do. But before any of that could happen I lost the baby, and my world came crashing down. I wasn't as emotional as I was just confused, I know I eat a lot of candy but besides that I'm pretty damn healthy. I went to the doctors by myself soon after and they told me I was only a few weeks along and that they aren't sure why I had the miscarriage. I was scared because I was beginning to think I couldn't have kids but the OB/GYN assured me that wasn't the case.

Everything went downhill from there between Tyron and I, he started acting funny towards me and I was too depressed to do anything about it. We broke up some many times that year and it wasn't until that summer where we began taking things seriously again.

All of that could explain why I reacted the way I did when I found out Rose was having his baby, it was a huge slap in the face...which is why I slapped that bitch the way I did.

Kaydee had always warned me about Rose, about how she wants "What I have"...I'm assuming she meant my man. That was something I could never picture her doing until now.

I knew I needed to talk to Kaydee but I didn't want to do it face to face and make it awkward. I know this whole situation with Tyron and the deals and the blood and pictures had something to do with her..but I was exactly sure how.

-------1 day before the shooting---------

I look through all of my old contacts and try to find an email that I reach Kaydee. Finally I come across an old project we were partners on, I wrote her email on the back just in case I had to exchange info or some shit. It took me all night but I finally knew what I wanted to say and how to say it, I told myself that no matter what Kaydee tells me I won't be upset. I was prepared for what she replied.

From: Kathlin.Marshall97 (Kaydee)

I'm glad you finally reached out to me, Ive been trying to talk to you for past few months but you seem to have a lot of other things going on. You're right about me being involved with the situation with Rose, a while back I did business with some men that aren't exactly "model citizens" I can't go into detail but let's just say I resolved that. As far as Rose all I know is her and your boyfriend had some kind of business relationship. Rose used to fucked with one of the dude I did some "work" for and Tyron is his dope boy. One day around middle of the school year last year I heard Rose telling Tyron that you were thinking about aborting his baby. I couldn't hang around for the rest because I didn't want to make it obvious I was listening. After that I knew she was a back stabbing bitch but you always made it clear to me that no one could get in between you two.
I'm not telling you this to upset you and if you don't believe me you can ask Tyron yourself. I hope this answers some of your questions Sweetie, you don't deserve any of this. Rose is just one crazy bitch who wants to be you soo bad!

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So this is what it's come to? Rose wants what I have huh? She does everything in her power to take my man. She lies to him to get us to break up so she she can wiggle her boney ass right on in. Well guess what? Be careful what you ask for bitch.