The Best of Me

I Can't Feel My Face When I'm With You

Two Weeks Later

I sat next to her on the couch while we watched Regular Show. I still do not understand this show, but for her I'll do anything. It's been two weeks since I had gotten out of the hospital. When I got up off the floor that day, Christina searched all around me to see if I still had any type of drugs on me. She got kinda pissed off when she found a little bag of coke in my pants. No she didn't go into my pants to get it but I sure wished she did. When her fiancé gave the bag to her, she ran into the bathroom and flushed it down the toilet.

I'm going good without it tho. Sometimes I have restless nights when I just lay there and think about life and what would have happened if the ambulance never came for me. Other nights I start screaming from pain, but she's there to comfort me. She was always there to do that. She would calm me down and lay in bed with me until I go to sleep. I expected her to be gone in the morning, but she was still there.

I looked at her and realized what I had given up all those years ago. She laughed under my chest, and this moment brought back so many memories, and so much guilt. He husband was in Tokyo for the rest of the month so I wouldn't be seeing that nigga.

"Abel, can I ask you something?"

"Sure, Chris."

She sat up and looked up at me with those sincere eyes I always loved.

"Do you honestly, still love me?"

"Of course I do, Christina. I always did. Even after what I did to you that day. I regretted ever since."

"Then why didn't you try and apologize?"

"Because I thought I lost you forever. I thought that you would never forgive me for doing all those terrible things to you. I thought that you would hate me forever. I'm just a fucking idiot and I-"

She leaned in a kissed me with her soft lips.

"You think too much Abel. I would have forgave you, even if it killed me."

I kissed her back and cupped my hands in her face. The kiss got more intimate and she pressed her body onto mine. I leaned into her while she leaned on the couch. Her legs wrapped around my waist as I lifted her up so I could take off her shirt. She moaned when I started to kiss her neck. I couldn't leave hickeys for her fiancé to find out. She took off my shirt and felt my rock, hard abs. Wait, pause the story. That's a little extreme to describe it. How about, she took off my shirt and put her hands on my 6 pack. Yeah, I think that sounds better, how about you guys. Moving on, I took off her bra while she unbuckled my belt and threw it across the room.

*Moans*"Abel."

That turned me on right away, so I took off her jeans, threw them across the room and ripped her panties off. I was going to make sure she screamed my name. I licked her sweet pussy and she moaned my name again. I knew she was about to reach her climax so I took my hard dick and slid it in her pussy. She moaned louder and louder when I started grinding on her. She flipped us until she was on top of me, and started grinding on me.

This is what I wanted. After the day we had broken up, I felt like complete shit without her. But I'm gonna make up the pain that I caused her four years ago. I'm gonna make it my responsibility to do so.

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Christina

My schizophrenia is getting worst. I keep imagining things that aren't there and hearing things. I even flipped out in front of Abel.

"So, what do you want to eat tonight Abel?"

"I haven't had Taco Bell in a while."