wet magnet [JENLISA]

MY FIRST LOVE/ the end.

Jennie pov.

I laughed at myself in the mirror.
Is this really a life?

Standing infront of the bathroom mirror again.

My eyes were full of tears.

Why?

A tear dropped off my cheeks.
But I again smile.

Tightly.

"I don't wanna lose it again.
I don't want to lose myself again.
I hate hating myself.
But I don't hate you too.

How can I hate you tho?
When you were my story.

Yes. A sad story tho.

But still your a chapter in my life.

Yes. You're just a chapter Lisa.

But maybe from this chapter only I can fail my whole life exam.

I again felt wet.

But with tears.

And not something else.

This story contain so much 'wet' words.
If you noticed.

Some are from Smuts.
And some from pain's tears.

But in the end its wet again.

Why!? Why!? Are you always up and I am down Lisa!!?

But everytime I say this!
It's a lie!
You are not up on my body only!

But of many!!

I-i...I hate it! .

I hate Lovin' you!
When you love only bodies!

I thought to take revenge on you by..ah!
I don't have any hope now."
Said jennie.

She was lacking breath.
Her red nose expand.
She closed her eyes tightly.

Tears dropped continued.

"I hope you see my pain someday! But your just blind Lisa." Said Lisa.

"Why not?" Said Lisa.

Not her knowing that someone was already hearing her from behind.

Her dried and wet cheeks were now tight.

No smile.

Just tears of unknown feelings.

"Is it love? Or it's just an attachment?
But if it's attachment..why it hurts so much??" Said jennie.

"I-i am sorry."

"Do you love me?"

"N-no."

"Will we have any chance In the future..?"

Lisa's pov.

Her question made my guilty face to look up at her.

I don't feel right to say no.

I don't know my feelings.
But it's definitely no tho.

But why it's hard to say it?

"N-no"

I again put my gaze down. Why do you have to hesitated like this?

Her next question broke my heart.

There was just unknown feelings to stop her in middle and shout

I like you Jennie.

But it's not true right?