wet magnet [JENLISA]

why would you ever kiss me?

As she walks by.

I saw her holding someone's hand.

-Flashback-

"Only if you knew..how much I liked you!"

With a sight of sore eyes.

"Why would you ever kiss me!!??"

"I am not even pretty!!"

I saw her roll her eyes..

I wished she were dead.

Resting her hand on someone's else shoulder.

As she walks by.

While I die.

"But you liked her better.. wish I were her..."

I wished she were dead.

As the guitar strings were Being played..

The piano.

I learnt it all for her.

But I always wished her to be dead.

But isn't she angel?

I should hate myself instead right??

But what about the rainbows?? That we used to watch together?

I am an angel from heaven right?

Like the colours of the rainbows??

But why she hated it now?

I needed her.

Said young Lisa.

-flashback end-

Her eyes were teary and glossy.

Her first love.

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