Char existing XIII

rant/vent

okay so last night was my school's hoco right and that was fun and stuff but here's the thing

I found out two of my friends, A and D, are dating one another which would've been all well and good. I mean, sure, they forgot to tell me for a week, but whatever, I can put that past them. but, once again, here's the thing

I had asked D to hoco, right? it was like a platonic date and my plan was, after that, see how things went with us and if I could make it romantic, cause I do think I like them like that

now me and A talked about that a bit and I found out they also wanted to ask D to hoco and I was like "oh" but our conversation went no further than that and by then I had already asked D to go with me and then, not to long thereafter, D told me that someone had asked them to hoco as like a date and I thought nothing of it. sure, I was a little bummed, but oh well. she didn't say A asked her, she said someone asked her

but I mean now putting 2 and 2 together I guess A asked her and now they're dating

but A knew I liked them. A knew that, I know they did, and maybe if they had actually talked to me about asking D to hoco I probably would have relented and let them but they didn't fucking talk to me about it, so now they're dating and they didn't even fucking tell me for a week so y'know I spent like five-ish minutes crying in the bathroom over that

now I don't know what I should do

I don't think I'm gonna be sitting with them on Monday (I have A day lunch with them) but I don't know if I should confront A about this or not because I don't want to come off as accusatory or whatever but still I think I have every right to be upset about this