𝐋𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧.

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟕. <𝟑

It shouldn't be this hard to NOT kiss someone! This is the second time I've kissed him! Why can't I just leave everything how it was?! Gosh I'm such a fucking idiot! What is wrong with me?! I don't even know why I acted like that! Why did he act like that? We aren't dating! What the fuck is going on?!

Thoughts were running through my mind as I paced around my room. Why can't I just leave my life alone? My life has been so chaotic in the last like, two weeks! Ugh, I just need a break from everything.

𝐀☆
Me: Yo, Aiden, I got a question.

A☆: Yea what's up? And stop texting like that you sound like a nerd

Me: stop texting like I have good grammar? Yea, I'm good.

A☆: stfu what do u want?

Me: I was gonna ask if I could stay over your house for a few days so don't be so rude.

A☆: its wtv fr I just gotta ask ma dukes and my dad

Me: bet, I'll get my bag ready cs I know mom and pops love meee

A☆: def not but ok

Me: shut up I gotta get ready. You're distracting me. 😒

I turned off my notifications for a little bit and started to get my bag ready. I decided to shower and change into some baggy grey sweats and a white tank top.

I grabbed my bag and put it over my shoulders. We had gotten some kind of break that lasted 4 days so that would give me time to get myself together.

I walked out my room and was met with two idiots wrestling on the ground. They stopped their movement for a little to turn to look at me.

"What. The. Fuck." I groaned and looked down then back up at Elijah. Elijah laughed while Jayden just scrambled to get up.

"This idiot took my phone so we started fighting so I could get it back and after i got it back I realized it was pretty fun and uhm, we got carried away." Elijah explained.

I felt anger rising inside of me. I couldn't help but feel a bit of, jealousy..? That's odd.. but, what can I say, a lot of odd things have been happening lately.

"Oh, aight, I'll be at Aiden's house for a minute. I'll be back soon." I told Elijah.

Elijah just raised a brow and looked me up and down. "You sure you aren't going to a random girls house to 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤?" I looked at him with a disgusted face before I pushed his head away from me.

"No you idiot, I told you that I'm going to Aiden's house. Stop being a dumb bitch and listen." I said and put my hand in front of his face. I was about to walk out the door but had to say something first.

"Alright, bye Elijah, bye Jayden! Have fun!" I said and left and locked the door behind me. I waved at Aiden who was waiting for me in his car in front of the house.

I hopped in the front seat and looked over at Aiden. "Yo," I said and dapped him up. He nodded his head to say 'hey' as he started to drive.

"So, what's wrong?" He asked. I looked over at him and raised a brow. "Uhh, what you mean?" I asked curiously as he turned the corner. (The opposite way of his house by the way.)

"I'm not stupid. I know something has been wrong with you. You've been acting like a fucking weirdo lately. And I've heard that you've been kissing a certain someone in the hallway a lot. And that someone isn't a woman." He told me with a curious look.

I looked down and sighed. I wanted to go to his house to 𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐝 this type of conversation but now look. I played with my jacket sleeve and I groaned as I began to speak.

"Uhm. Aiden, honestly, I don't know.. I don't know why I kissed him, twice even. I mean, he's my brother's best friend, he's a he, I don't know if my parents are homophobic. Well, the parents thing doesn't matter much since they're rarely there, but, it's still a scary thing to know if they come back— which I doubt, there's a chance they could kick me out or disown me. I've never liked them much but they are still my parents. And I don't even know if I'm gay or bisexual or whatever I don't know yet.. I haven't done enough research or anything to even know! I don't know what's wrong with me. I just don't want me to come out as something and my friends start to treat me differently or something. What if I lose you guys..?" I said nervously.

My eyes started to tear up. I wiped my eyes. 'I can't let him see me like this..' I sighed once again and looked over at him.

"I don't want anything to change Aiden. But, I still haven't known him long enough to even know. I just wanna get to know him some more. Would you still be with me if I was interested in guys and started to date Jayden?" I asked nervously while biting the inside of my cheek.

"Hey, listen, I don't mind if you wanna date a guy, or a girl. I just want my friend to stay the same, alright? Your still the same person I grew up with. Just with a boyfriend. And Jayden is pretty cool so I don't mind that either." Aiden told me as he turned once again.

He then suddenly stopped and got out. I watched as he got out with a confused look. He looked back and nodded his head telling me to follow him. I shrugged and got out with him, bringing my phone, AirPods, and charger just incase.

"Where are we?" I asked. "Brother house." He responded. I didn't even know he had a brother.

He knocked and a shout was heard from inside. All of a sudden the door opened and Aiden was engulfed in a hug and I saw someone behind him that I never thought I'd see again in my life.

𝐈𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫..

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I know it's short but I wanted to end on a cliffhangerrr who do u think it is? Hm? Lots of speaking in this chapter I kinda hate it but I don't feel like rewriting it. Anyways, thanks for reading <3

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