the nerd and the cheerleader

Part 2 (Ella)

Dear diary,

I had quite a normal day and it was basically a case of wake up, school, home, sleep. So I shall not bore you with any details but, I will tell you about Joshua. He just makes me smile. He keeps popping up in my mind and its at the worst of times. I mean. I was with David after his football practice and he was driving us both to his house in his car and as we pulled in he put his hand on my leg and started to kiss me and all of a sudden Joshua just came on my mind and now I don't think about David as much. David is such a hottie but I keep needing to tell myself that. I need to remind myself that he's the one I want and Joshua is no good for me. But its all much more difficult than it seems. so Joshua came round after school and we chatted and I need to stop thinking about the way he has four dimples and two aren't even and how he has this little scar under his left eye that you can't see unless you want to see it and how he says my name like no one ever has before. yes. I need to stop thinking about it.

so, feeling as confused as ever, goodnight diary x