Ignorance

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"I'm in love with bloody hearts."

The flashing lights indicate I'm close to my destination, I park my car at a trashy motel and quickly change my shoes to my heels, shoving my gun in my small purse while separating the pills into a small bottle, I feel myself slowly put one in my mouth and swallow it, "shit shit shit, the boss is going to fucking kill me!" I feel myself stressing out, trying to keep my composure as I step out of my car shoving the bottle in my purse, locking my car door. Sure it's hell and you can get drugs almost anywhere but this is the hardest shit in hell, taking any more than one pill can cause an overdose for some and just touching it could kill you. I decided to park a decent distance from my drop-off, not wanting to be followed. Flicking my hair to the side I walk down the busy streets of lust, bumping a few people here and there. Smirking I reach my destination, I pull out my burner phone and text the number, 'If you want your shit I'm here get your ass outside.' Not even a minute later the cracked-out imp appears, cash in hand and quickly hands it over, I snatch it quickly and toss him the bottle. "W-wait I thought I was buying 40?! Where- where are my fucking pills!?" I click my tongue and step closer, pouting at him "Aww~ sorry hun, boss increased the prices before me showing up." I sway my hips lightly as the pill I took begins to kick in, "Better luck next time hun~." I begin to walk away and the Imp continues to pester me from behind, before quickly scrurring off to possibly overdose. 

Sighing I walk back to my car and unlock the door, quickly grabbing at my pack of cigarettes lighting one with a shaky hand, taking a drag from it before preparing the next bottle. I only had two deliveries before work, boss wouldn't be happy if his favourite little pet missed work. I hop out of the car once again, and walk to the next destination. While I was walking I swore I saw him, out of the corner of my eye, my heart stopped and time stood still for those split seconds before I shook it off and continued to walk, taking another drag of my cig before flicking it to the side. The lights blur a bit, the music from all the clubs pound at my ears, I go behind one of the clubs finally at the destination. The cycle repeats the imp appears, bitches about the price change and I get paid. Same bullshit different day.

This time I walked right to work, which luckily wasn't very far from where I was at now, the club was bustling with hellborn, men cooed and stared at I walk past, to be quite frank I've lost an sense of respect for myself so now I feed into it, whispering "Call me~." to them, before heading to the back to see my boss, smiling I open the door openly greeted with almost naked women and men, my boss in his chair smirking, "Theres my lovebug!" He lets out a gruff chuckle and stands up, I giggle and toss him his money, I got 40% and he got 60% of the profit. "I'm a little early tonight Bla- Sir." Catching myself, he smirks and tuts over to me, "Good girl~ now go get changed, I left something special in your dressing room lovebug." he grabs my face and turns me to my dressing room before smacking me on the ass causing me to jump and hurry to my room. 

I open the door and close it behind me, locking it.

The present was right there, drugs. This time it came with a note, 'I expect you to take these before you clock on. -Blade' I pick one up and examine it, knowing this shit was not to be messed with, against my better judgement I begin to place the pill in my mouth before a portal emerged in the room, sighing as Stolas steps out. He would always visit me before work to make sure I was decent, "Y/N, how are you today?" He smiles softly at me, greeting me with open arms, I roll my eyes before giving in, hiding one of the pills in my skirt. "Hey birdy, y'know me-" before I even finish my sentence Stolas grabs my face noticing my pupils clearly huge, and a stutter in the words. "What did you take this time, I thought I told you-" I push his hands away, "Stolas stop." He sighs, taking a step back. "You'll be here after the show right Birdy~?" I step closer, before openly taking the other pill I hid in front of him, "Y/N, what the fuck was that?! Please let me get you- can you just stay at my place tonight, I cannot see something bad happen to you again." He emphasizes on the again. 

I smile, "Deal. Now, get out so I can changed.. unless you want to stay and see more~?" Sure it seemed wrong but Blitz did me wrong, so who says I can't do the same shit back. Stolas who is clearly getting flustered waves his hands around, "N-no haha that's okay, I'll be back o-okay!?" I snicker and continue to step closer to him, Stolas now hitting a wall. I pout and whine, "Aww okay birdy, I'll see you later~." rolling my tongue on the his nickname, before turning to walk back slowly undressing. Bird noises can be heard from behind me as well as a quick portal being summoned and closed shortly after. Giggling to myself I finish changing, my outfit was extremely revealing, not leaving much to the eyes. Body tape being the only thing covering my chest, while small underwear and sparkle fishnets on my bottom half, I tie a little bow tie around my neck and pin my nametag on the hem of my underwear. I layer on more mascara and slip on gloves to match the fishnets, my tail swishing back and forth as a wave of ecstacy welcomes me in.

I smile. SHOWTIME

I am welcomed onto the stage and begin twirling around the pole, moving very seductively for all of those watching. The club was packed tonight, spinning around the pole, swaying my hips and grinding onto the floor, a mixture of sweat and money fills my nose as I move. Once I finished the dance, I collect the money from the stage, thankfully I only had lap dances left for tonight. I make a pit stop in the dressing room, unlocking the door before flicking on the light to see my boss. Startled I jump, "Sir! haha you startled mee~." He smiles before whistling at the sight in front of him, "Change of plans tonight lovebug, someone booked you out for the night." My heart drops, the last time this happened I almost had to sleep with the man, as if my boss noticed my discomfort he tuts, "No, you do not have to fuck him, relax." I sigh, "So no dances tonight?" Blade shakes his head and come over to me placing his hands on my hips pulling me closer to him, "Hes waiting for you~." I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Blade and I leave my room at the same time, I lock it behind me again before walking to one of the many rooms, upon entering I feel myself becoming dizzy, I sigh as I am greeted by a very concerned Stolas. "I booked you out for the rest of the night, you look rough Y/N, get changed and lets go." He sighs and covers his eyes not to look at my appearance, a blush crept on his face. "Mmm, alright~." I creep closer to the sitting stolas, quickly stradling him, "Y/N!?" I put my hand over his beak, hushing him and I bite at his neck his feathers ruffling as he blushes harder, "Thank you sir~." I whisper to him and bite at his neck, before feeling my body almost go numb, I was so dizzy I passed out, watching everything go dark.

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Stolas POV

I felt my heart racing, I could not do this, shes my friend, what about Blitz, shes not in her right headspace, but satan why does it feel so good. I feel myself heavy breathing until she just stopped, I quickly stand up while holding her not unconscious body, she was burning up and twitchy. Oh fuck, what did she fucking take, I quickly open a portal to her dressing room, wrapping her in a robe and grabbing all of her belongings before opening on to a hospital. Fuck please be okay.



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