Again and again.
Again and again the feeling comes back.
The feeling of jealousy.
I hate it .
I want to burn it.
And yet it is a constant companion of my life.
And yet it's just one person I'm jealous of.
I can't do it anymore.
There are enough reasons why I can be jealous.
However, no single reason is legitimate enough to hate the person.
I would like to hate the person.
And how I want to hate the person.
Hate the person for getting more attention from my GF than I do.
But I am not allowed to.
I can't.
I want to.
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RandomI will upload here many of my texts that I write. Maybe one or the other feels a little more understood and not so alone. !TW! Suicidal thoughts, SH and more
