I would love to love you.
Love you the way you deserve.
But how do you do that?
How do you love the RIGHT way?
So that nobody gets hurt?
I would like to know.
You deserve so much more than me.
And that's why you don't love me.
And that's okay.
Because I can't even love myself.
How can I?
I'm a terrible person.
Unlovable.
I hate myself.
I hate my behavior.
The way I distance myself more and more from others.
I no longer feel comfortable in my current circle of friends.
Both on the internet and in real life.
So,
Someone is supposed to love me?
I can only laugh at that.
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My Texts
RandomI will upload here many of my texts that I write. Maybe one or the other feels a little more understood and not so alone. !TW! Suicidal thoughts, SH and more
