Somebody Cares [Kellic]

Quinn you're failing everything, including the subject of life

-Kellin's POV-
It's been a month. I don't know why I'm still scared, but every time someone touches me, I literally scream. Here am I lost in my thoughts, thinking about how scared I am and I didn't even notice, Vic walk out of the bathroom.

He grabs my shoulder and like I said, I scream out, "I'm sorry, I-I-I," he's been really nervous around me, since I've been screaming out a lot. "I just wanted to know if you wanted burgers and icees?" He asks scratching the back of his head nervously. I nod sadly and sigh. I hate leaving his apartment now and I only do in two cases: if Vic leaves and school, so technically only when Vic leaves.

As soon as he shuts his apartment door and we're outside I flinch and he wraps his arms around me, I don't scream this time. He does this every time I step outside. I curl up in his embrace attempting to hide my self from the rest of the world.

"Kellin, it's okay," he says and I sigh. He's so perfect, he's the only one that understands what happened and he's always there for me.

"I'm sorry, Vic," I apologize and he looks confused. "I'm sorry that you have to spend all of your time caring for me, I feel like I've stolen your life," I say the truth for the first time.

"Kellin, no. You've give me some purpose, I love you, okay? So don't say that, Kellin. Just stop!" Vic says getting upset at me.

"Can we go back inside?" I say quickly and I try to get in but he won't unlock the door. I feel helpless, like I'm tied up again. I just want to scream. "Please unlock the door!" I scream and he tries to get me to come door stairs. "Please Vic, please?" I say sitting down leaning my back against the door no longer able to hold back the tears. "Please just unlock the door, I want to go inside!" He gives in and I run to his bedroom and curl up under the blankets.

He walks into his room after me. "Vic! Please leave me alone, I just want to be alone!" I can't seem to stop crying.

"Kellin I-" he starts.

"Please get out!" I scream tears rolling out of my eyes. He shuts the door without another word and I wrap my arms around my legs and rock myself back and forth. On the one hand I crave his comfort, but on the other hand I can't stand to be around any person.

-Vic's POV-
Hours have gone by and he is still screaming. I can hear him in the living room. Everytime I hear a scream, I wince. I want to run into my room and hold him on my lap, whispering, "It'll be okay," but he doesn't want me right now. The thought makes me cry. I'm still hungry, I really wanted burgers and icees, but I can't leave him here alone, so I decide to just cook something.

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I made chicken nuggets and French fries. I walk into my room to tell Kellin about dinner, but he's not in there.

I walk in the bathroom and I do not like what I see. I run over to him and rip the razor out his hand before he can cut his arm. He hasn't yet, I got to him before he could. "Kellin, stop! Please don't do this!" I yell at him.

"Vic, I don't want to be here, I can't take it," I know what he means by here.

"Kellin please, stop! Please!" He sighs and starts shaking and I hold him in my arms.

"Vic, he was my dad! How could he? How could he do this to me? If he could do this, then there's no way anyone can ever love me!"

"Baby?" I whisper and he looks into my eyes, "I love you, okay? Can I please just be enough?"

"You're more than enough, but I just-"

"No, Kellin, if nothing else, do it for me please? Please don't start this, please?" I beg him and he cries harder.