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I think I'm getting better.

My sleep is still quite bad but I'm not staying up as late anymore.
I'm usually going to bed by 12AM and sometimes 1AM which is a difference considering it was usually 3-6AM.

I'm coming out to my parents and even my sister more about my emotions and I've rly never been able to do that.

I still vent ofc to ppl but my vents aren't too major anymore.

I obviously haven't cut myself since I did for the first time and I'm rly happy I've stayed strong and haven't.

I actually wore a small crop top today bc it suited my clothes and didn't care what ppl felt. So proud of myself for that.

I'm starting to believe ppl care abt me.

I'm not having nightmares as often anymore bc I've been able to open up more to get help.

I don't cry myself to sleep as often as I did. I haven't in awhile.

I've been smiling a bit more often and they haven't been fake.

But I would like to say one thing.

I don't think I would've been able to get better if it wasn't of course bc of my family. But also Ava and Ange.

They've helped me throughout my mental state and it has made a huge change to how I've thought of things.

Im getting more sleep thanks to Avv persuading me to go to bed. As much as I dislike going to sleep, I'm happy she's making me sleep bc it's helping me more.

Ange has also tried to put in effort even though she has even bigger problems then me. She's inspired me bc shes also gotten better. She's eating now. And it made me feel like I could change in good way aswell.

I wanted to thank you both for caring abt me and being there for me when I've needed it.

I love you girls so much.
Kirimo66 Avvcol

This is obviously odd to post now but I honestly don't care. I couldn't thank you even more then I can over a device.

Happy Halloween everyone <3
(It's the 31st where I am rn :)