Have you ever been beaten by a wet spaghetti noodle because your girlfriend had a twin sister and you got confused and ended up accidentally fucked her dad?
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i honestly feel like...tired. like mentally yk?
also i hate venting to my mom cuz she always finds a way to turn it bout her, or to prove to me that she knows my thoughts and feelings more than i know? like ill openly talk about my issues and how i srsly feel like i have ADHD or smth but she will just say "you dont, you just feel different bc you dont ever ____".
HOW WOULD U KNOW? I DONT REMEMBER GIVING YOU ACCESS TO MY MIND?
And i do this thing where when i get anxious or smth ill pick at my face, (acne, pimples, ext) and if im in the bathroom for too long she will yell at me for picking at my face. bc it sometimes goes to the point where i get scabs, and i guess she feels embarrassed about my looks when i do it. picking at my face is something that i dont realize im doing until its too late.
its my face, and it makes me feel gross and not good enough. And it rlly affects me deeply.
but ill bottle things in like crazy, and im srsly scared of telling others how i feel bc they manilpulate it into 'its in my head' or 'its bc ur always on that tablet???'. i feel like i dont have a right to say how I REALLY FEEL.
And the shaming i get when i have scabs on my forehead, or im too pale, or my hairs oily, or SOME SHIT! LIKE LEAVE ME ALONE, LET ME LIVE!
THE THINGS I HATE HEARING IS THIS:
"Your laugh is too loud". "you need sun". "casper?". "your so pale that casper is jealous"
CANT I JUST HAVE A PEACEFUL DAY?
AND WHEN I CRY INFRONT OF PPL, ITS JUST ME BEING DRAMATIC!! THE PAIN I GET IS ME BEING DRAMATIC! OH, I HAVE A HEAD ACHE, "JUST TAKE A MIDOL" OKAY LEMME TAKE THE WHOLE DAMN BOTTLE SOI CANJUST DIE OR WOULD THAT MAKE ME DRAMATIC TOO!??
