Just some random things

IT HAPPENED AGAIN

HELPP

OKAY SO, we went to this lil ice cream shop with rlly good ice cream (personally I'm not a fan of icecream) and we walked in and I was already overstimulated and shit.

But that place was BUSY, and i felt so so overwhelmed and i could read and i was tapping my fingers together to try to calm down but nothing was working. I literally felt like crying

But I didn't notice this guy (my age is what he said [14]) beside me and it was my turn to order after my parents.

But when the dude making the ice creams asked what I wanted i froze and couldn't speak. I already had one in mind but I literally couldn't speak and my parents were already getting theirs made.

Well the boy beside me noticed I was literally about to start tweaking and looked at me then the man taking my order and he looked back at me and tapped my hand to get my attention. I looked at him and he smiled and pointed at the menu infront of us on the counter and put his finger by each one of the flavors, and said "nod when I get to the one you want"

And I nodded and I shook my head at the flavors I didn't want. Then when he got to the one I did want i nodded. So he looked at the man and said "she wants the (my flavor),"

Then pointed at the sizes and I nodded at the first one, (a small) and he told the man "okay so, a small (my flavor) please"

And I literally wanted to cry bc I felt so loved. I looked at him and smiled and was barely able to say "thank you" and he smiled and nodded.

Like, AHHH

Not to mention he was really pretty, like pretty. But yeah, he's my boyfriend, he just doesn't know it yet

   Also, he tried paying for my ice cream but I told him no and he sighed and shrugged saying "alriggghhtt, I see how it is. Well my phone isn't really working right now, but if we see eachother again we can figure something out?"

. . . HE WAS HINTING AT EXCHANGING PHONE NUMBERS AND A DATE, IM PRETTY SURE.

but yeah, 🙂 he was amazing. He smelt like cheap cologne, but like the GOOD kind yk?
Smelt like brute. I love brute.

He had braces and like a horrible haircut, but his hair was fluffy and he had hazel eyes, with Lil freckles and shit