Please Stop Loving Me

Cruel01

Nulla's note:
If you don't like this book leave, also this is not romance, this is... Idk- actually bahala na si Bathala 🥲

Ann: James, listen to me! Can't you postpone the wedding? Like, It's too early! Can't both of you think more about it?

James: sister...

I said hugging her, she then also hugs me back

James: me and Jack knew each other since middle school, I know him, he is kind... Caring, and gentle, I'll be fine

I said reassuring her with a soft smile

Ann: I just... I don't trust him... I don't like him for you, I have a bad... I have a really bad feeling about him!

I only nods and hugs her again

James: I'll be alright sister, I promise!

My sister only sighs and gave up

Ann: fine... But if anything happens, I will not be afraid to punch him in the face

I only laugh at her, that won't ever happen, Jack is too sweet and kind

A year after our marriage, me and Jack finally afforded an apartment, he is a lawyer, and I'm a doctor, our love did not change, he is still as amazing as ever, I knew I won't regret being with him for the rest of my life, I thought as I cuddle with him as we watch a movie

2 years after our marriage, Jack came home and hugs me

James: love?

I hugged him back

Jack: father and mother named the company after me... Well, I am glad even tho me and my parents have a rocky relationship, I knew they love me deep down

I only smiled at him

James: that's great love, but... What about your job?

Jack: well, I need to quit... But it'll be alright! I also promised to care for the company anyways, plus I don't want it to fall, incase we want to adopt a child, I want our child to have it...

I smiled at the thought of having a child, I nod at him

Few months after that, he asked me to leave my job

James: what? Jack, I worked hard, Studied hard to become a doctor! You can't just ask me to leave my job!

Jack: I know but... Love... Everyday you come home you're always tired...

James: I know but, I-

He persuades me everyday to leave my job...

Jack: I can provide for both us anyways! James, why can't you just listen to me?!

James: I'm not talking about money Jack! The income I earn, it doesn't really matter for me! I want to help people! Is that so wrong?!

We didn't talk for a few days after that, until a week he starts to persuade me again, in the end, I did left my job.

Three years after out marriage he asked me to close my bank account as he will open a new shared one for us, at first I'm against it, but then I agreed, the income I earned from my previous job is given to my family, half of it is donated to a tree planting site, because I love trees

Jack I noticed, he starts to ban me from going out often, until I am locked inside the house... My device is in his control, I can't even call my own family without asking and begging to him...

Our relationship is not the same anymore, one night he came home drunk... I lead him to the bathroom, to help him clean up, but then he asked for us to fuck, I denied, he is drunk, and tired for sure, but then he forced himself to me...

I asked him to stop, repeatedly, he did not listen, so I tried pushing him away. It was the first time he ever hit me... He slapped me and punched me on my stomach then fucked me repeatedly until I passed out

I woke up earlier than him, my entire body is sore, but I pushed myself to pack my clothes and clean myself up

Jack: James?... Where are you going?

James: Jack... You raped me.

He only shook his head

Jack: I- no I did not, we're married James ...well I'm sorry that I did it but... You're not going anywhere

He then grabbed the my bag and leads us back to our room, he then starts to unpack my clothes

James: Jack!

I tried re-packing them

Jack: YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE!

He said, as tears drops from his eyes, he then kneel down and hugs me

Jack: Love, James, I'm sorry! It's my fault, I'm wrong, please don't leave me, I'm begging you, love

He said repeatedly, sobbing and crying, bawling even like a toddler, so I gave up and decided to stay...

A week passed after that, and he has done it again ... Again and again, so I had enough...

James: you said you're sorry! You said you won't do it again! But you, still did! Jack... I can't do this... I can't live like this anymore!

I said now also crying as he is, I tried to gey him off me, but then he grabbed my arm and leads me back to the bedroom, there, once again he forced himself into me, afterwards he is gone, I tried to walk over and realized that the bedroom is locked from the outside

James: Jack-... Jack!! LET ME OUT OF HERE!

I screamed for him, only to be greeted by silence.

I tried to find my phone in the bed room to no avail, he probably took it with him again...

I can't break the windows, I won't survive a 23rd floor drop

I then bang the door again and again

James: HELP, SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!

I begged, hoping one of our neighbors from the next floor or the bottom floor hears me ...
I should've thought about buying an entire floor apartment instead of room!

The sun finally sets, and I heard the door open.

Jack: I know you're hungry so I bought your favorite shawarma

James: PUTANGINA MO!

Jack only smiles at me

Jack: love, you know that I'm doing this, because I love you right?

James: love me? ANO TO? LOKOHAN? GAGO KABA?!

I said while crying my heart out

James: you're hurting me! And now your imprisoning me! Ano bang nang yayari sayo ha?

After a few moments of silence he came closer

Jack: love... You should eat, come on let's go to the kitchen,I know you're hungry...

He tried to grab me but then I slapped him hard enough

(Since busy kayo, akin nalang shawarma pls)

I then tried to run but my legs are not that strong still... He then drag me to the bed and ripped my clothes off, his hands traced my body and his tongue explores my mouth, it's all too overwhelming... He forcefully undressed me, and when I try to push him away again, he would either punch me in my stomach, or slap me enough to swollen my cheeks, it hurts... The one I love, the one whom promised not to hurt me, is currently forcing his way into me...

It hurts... His cock is reaching my stomach, it feels like it at least... Its stretching me with no mercy and is hitting my prostate repeatedly, it hurts, it feels like my insides have a scar, It probably does as blood drips out from my butt.