Please Stop Loving Me

Cruel03

It was raining hard, when I saw a kid my age outside the window walking without an umbrella

James: hey! Here you can take this!

I said with a smile

The kid: ??? Thank you... What's your name?

James: my name is James! James Calloonda, how about you?

The kid: my name is Jack...

James: that's a cool name! Why are you out here anyways?

Jack: I...

He looks sad so I hugged him

Jack: James-

James: oh I'm sorry!

Jack: no... It's okay, can you hug me again?

James: oh! Sure!

That was the first time a saw him...
I wish I did not go out that day, I wish I stayed inside...

I wish I never met him that day

Present

I finally finished preparing the table, I sigh as I set the coffee down along side a warm water
(Door opens with a click)

A shiver runs down my spine, I'm scared to look at his way, but he will surely be mad if I do not greet him...

James: w-..welcome... home-

Before I could finish he pushed me at the edge of the counter and roughly kissing me

Jack: good evening mon amour

He said before pulling my hair locks roughly

Jack: you're shaking.

At that I tried to back away only to realize I can't do that as the counter is on the way.

James: J-Jack I-

He slapped me hard enough to make me fall down

Jack: oh James...

He then grabbed my locks and drags me to the stairs leading to our bed room

James: J-Jack it hurts!

He ignored me again... Sometimes he comes home in a good mood... I was glad for those times, but when he comes home in bad mood, he takes everything out on me... How I wish I listened to my older sister, to not marry him

Jack then pushed me to the bed making me plop down, I backed away now sobbing, my scalp feels like it's burning from the pain.

James: have mercy on me please... Jack...

He did not speak then, he forced himself to me as usual.

Looking at the mirror now, staring at the black eye on my left eye, a sore cheek, my body is filled with bruise and bite makes, my legs feels wobbly, barely supporting me

Everything hurts... Where was the man who once is so gentle to me? Where was the man who promised me that he will never hurt me?

If only I can escape him, I can file a report on the police again... No, that won't matter with his influence due to money, there's no way I can win against him. Last time I ran away from him and reported everything, but they ignored my case and sent me back to him... How I wish I'm a bird, I can fly away from here...

Jack: come here.

He said in a cold tone... He is still mad, I'm scared, he might best me up again and fuck me, but again if I don't obey things might get worse, so I came closer to him, shaking at every step

Jack: tomorrow is our anniversary... You know that.

I nodded

Jack: I'll take us to Gatineau by then... We can eat at your favourite place there...

He said with a more softer tone,
I smiled and nods

James: th-thank you love ...

Jack then hugs me

Jack: I was mad... I'm sorry..

He said while kissing my fore head

Jack: I won't do it again, okay?

I only nodded at him, I know he is lying he had been saying the same thing over and over for 7 years of our marriage... This loop... I wish it stops

You think you know someone so well... But in the end, you might be wrong... And soon would pay the price.

Be careful whom to trust

TBC(probably)