Truth or Dare (Stray Kids FF)

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(Ash's POV)

I don't remember much of what happened. One second Lix and I were talking with a girl in the field and the next I'm in his car with him driving. I'm currently laying in his bed trying to keep the girls words out of my head. I feel sick. I feel... dirty.

There's a soft knock followed by the handle turning, the door opening slightly.

FL: "Ash, may I come in..?"

I don't answer. The door closes and I hear Felix's footsteps coming towards the bed. The sheets pull tight as he sits next to me.

FL: "Are you alright..?"

AS: "... I'm fine Lix."

I feel his hand rub my arm comfortingly. I hold the sheets tighter pulling away from him.

FL: "Really..? You don't seem fi-"

AS: "I just got told by a fan, hater, anti... whatever you wanna call them, that I'm ugly and that my entire appearance is fake. No, I'm not fine..."

Felix sighs sitting up on the bed, back against the wall. 

FL: "You are not ugly, or fake, or any of the things that girl said. I love you and I'm going to figure this out, okay? Just please trust me..." 

I slowly turn over laying on Felix's lap as he plays with my hair. The blanket however is still up to my neck, covering the imperfections. 

AS: "I do trust you..."

I don't trust the "fans". 

(Hyunjin's POV)

{In Hyunjin's private home dance studio}

(On the phone)

HJ: "What are you talking about?" 

MR: "Felix filed a report about a fan saying some crude things to Ash. I'm calling everyone and letting them know to be aware of the situation. They are a part of this company now and if anything happens to our people we are held accountable."

HJ: "No, I understand that but what you're saying is Felix just stood back and did nothing while Ash was being harassed by this girl?" 

MR: "Hyunjin... do you know something about this?"

HJ: "What are you accusing me of?!" 

MR: "Nothing, but I never said that the fan was a girl..." 

HJ: "I just assumed... we are a boyband after all. I'm sorry I got to get back to practicing." 

I quickly hung up the phone. The door to my studio opens and a girl with a pink skirt and white sweater skips in like a toddler. 

RP: "I'm back with the evidence you asked for!.. Why do you look upset?" 

She stands against the cabinets on the side wall that hold my speaker systems as if she's been here before... has she been here before? That's not the issue at hand right now. Focus. 

HJ: "What did you say to Ash?" 

I said it with such a calm tone I caught myself off guard. The girl shrugs her shoulders, pursing her lips. 

RP: "Nothing... why do you ask?" 

HJ: "Don't lie to me!" 

I yelled at her... the same way I had at Ash the night of our break up. No, focus on the issue at hand. 

RP: "Okay fine... I told them Felix deserved better. They're not as good looking as you and him. You both deserve better." 

I clench my fist infuriated at what the girl just told me. 

HJ: "You had one job and it was to get evidence of them dating. I need proof of their intimate life so I can exploit them to the fans and ruin the relationship. I asked you to get the photos so why the hell would you say something like that to them?!"

RP: "I thought you hated them..?"

I look down at my hands not wanting to even look at her. 

HJ: "Quite the opposite actually... I still love th-"

RP: "You should hate them! They're ugly and not worth you or any of the others. Hell I'm surprised other fans haven't tried to harass or hurt them!"

My head bolts up glaring at the girl and my jaw clenching.

HJ: "What do you mean by that?!"

RP: "Oh nothing. I'm just saying that there're fans out there that are willing to kill for you."

She grins mischievously and with that she leaves. As the door closes behind her I sigh. I grab my phone dialing the manager. The phone rings but to no answer. I dial it again. 

MR: "Hyunjin wha-"

HJ: "I have the name of the sasaeng that harassed Ash." 

MR: "How do you know them?" 

HJ: "That's not important. What is important is that Ash needs security now! The girl has threatened Ash's life." 

MR: "Well then... what's her name?"

HJ: "Her name is Hellen Lee..." 

MR: "Wait... Hellen as in the American girl who broke into the dorms a few years back before you all moved to your own houses? That Hellen?" 

HJ: "Yes... and I'm afraid she's going to do more than just breaking in this time..." 

(Ash's POV)

{Felix went to JYP to discuss the situation with the managers and JYP himself}

I lay in Felix's bed thinking about the girls words. Maybe she was right... maybe he does deserve someone better than me. No. I shake the thought out of my head and sit up on the bed slipping my shoes back on. I need out of here. I can't just lay here in bed and mope because a fan belittled me. I'm going to have a lot more of those experiences so I might as well walk it off. I stand going for the door but before I open it I check the clock on the wall. 9:19pm. I opened the door into the evening air heading down the front steps. Walking down the neighborhood sidewalk with no destination in mind.