No matter what💛

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This is a trans pavitr au. He has always been afraid of people finding out his true identity. Only one person knows and that's his best friend gwen. No body else knows. Or according to him can find out.

Pavitr pov:
No it's happening again. I immediately call gwen. "Code red!" "Okok on my way pav just stay calm!!"
I sit next to the wall. Face buried. My breathing is getting heavy. God I hate this! I'm not even HER anymore. I am pavitr Prabhakar not pavirta. I don't go by the nickname virta anymore. Its pav or pavi. Or luv from hobie chai lord from miles and lovely baby from gwen.

I am a boy. Not a girl. As I keep on chanting that in my head. Than I hear a door open. Gwen. She ran in with pads and chocolate. She ran to me. "It's OK sweet baby." "Thanks drummer girl." "Anytime sweet baby!" (They have a Sibling relationship that's all don't get any ideas.)
She then picks me up and throws me over her shoulder. "Where are we going?" "Disney movie night with chocolate and deep fried foods and popcorn?" "Yes definitely but where are we going." "To my mother ship." "Oh." "Your an idiot pavi!"

We then go to her house. Her dad isn't home praise Jesus. As she got all the stuff set up I changed my ugh pad. I started to sob. Gwen came up and hugged me. "I want to be a boy already! I already took the testrone!" "Rember the surgery sweet baby?" "Yea." She looked sad. Maybe the others could help me. But she already knows I'm going to say no.

I just don't want them to treat me differently. I'm still a boy. Right? Yeah. We stayed up late that night. Binging in Disney movies and eating chocolate and fried food. Gwen had a monster in her hand. I am drinking chai. A comfy setting as well. We were now watching toy story 4. After the last 3. Gwen was dozing off. She is cuddling me. I sipped my chai and gently putted my cup down. Getting comfortable I am about ready to shove gwen off. But I just pulled her near me.

We are like siblings. So it doesn't matter. She made it clear she loved miles and I have a mad crush on a certain biscuit muncher.(Hobie.) So nobody will think anything different right?(Wrong)

We both were passed out. Gwen cuddling me and me just holding her. My surprise started when I was launched off the couch. "MY GIRLFRIEND BRO REALLY!?!?" "MILES!" "AHWAHTAAJDJUDJDY" "OI MATE U GOOD LUV!?!?" No my binder. It it it broke! NONONONONONO! THEY ARE GOING TO FIND OUT! SHIT! I got up holding my chest. I don't want them to see. No. "Chai lord? Look I'm sorry I freaked ou-." "Why are ya holding ya chest like tha'?" Miles glared at him. Then he noticed. Before gwen could operate her mouth I ran. I opened a portal and quickly jumped in.

I ran to my safe space. The clock tower. Beautiful sites and you can always see the sunset and sunrise. I took a deep breath. The sudden pain in my chest. I'm bleeding. Then suddenly I fall. Thankfully still on the tower now on my back. It slowly went dark.

Hobie pov:
We went looking for pav. Hopefully he's OK. I went to his dimension when my senses went off. I swung over to where they tell me to go. Then I see him. Curled in a fetal position. He is bleeding!! Did he get in a fight? I swing over. Than I see him holding his chest. Broken fragments of a binder beside him. That's why. Why he doesn't go in a pool. Why he stays away from Layla. Why he dissappear suddenly. Why he and Gwen are so close.

He is going through something.

Timeskip cause I'm lazy.

Narrator pov:
Pav got the surgery and the only one who still doesn't know is Miguel. Just because hobie didn't want him to get any ideas. The spider society hospital did the surgery. Hobie and oav are dating. And when oav gets that feeling of nit being in the right body. Hobie always says the one thing that calms him down.

"I love you no matter what."

That's all please give me some ideas and I will try to answer your suggestions!!

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