Being with you
It felt right
Normal even
Almost as if I was sapoust to be their
But little did I know
you had other plans
Without me
Now I'm crying
And missing you
I wish you would call
Do you ever miss me?
Do you think of me as much as u think of you?
You never left my mind
Like you left me life
I still wish to share all my proud moments with you
And the bad one
All of my life I wanna share with you
But you chose her
I'm not her
I wish I was her
What does she have that I don't?
I was real
And honest
I never would of hurt you like you hurt me
I promised
I never break my promise the first time around
But the high was real
The rush I felt was real
I loved you
I still do
I can't stop loving you no matter how hard I try
Please make me stop
Make me hate you
Anything but this
I can't bear this
Loving you but I hate you
I hate that your not here
I hate that I Love you
And your stupid smile
The way you looked at me
I was special
I felt special
Was I really special to you?
What made you change your mind
What did I do?
I wanna understand what I did
Please
Help me
I need your help
Cause this won't go away unless you do
I won't stop loving you unless you do
But I don't know what I need help with
This constant pain in my chest
Or the longing for you constant
The way you can't leave me mind
