After the wedding

Chapter 10

After two months.

Now I am five months pregnant and I and Olive are waiting to our baby to come out in this world. So that he can hold her/him in his hand and me also.

I am so damn happy about it. I stop to go to college. Furthermore, I feel so tires about it. So now I am alone on home. My belly is well visible. I always feel happy when I look at it. The maid Miss Pew always stay with me now to take care of me. She leaves in night after my husband leave.

I was reading book in living room and at that time the doorbell ring. I call Miss Per but She didn't answer. Maybe working, so I get up and walk towards a door and open that. Making me all surprise I saw it was Alex. She was standing with a smile face. But when his eyes fell on my belly his face was looking a bit of hurt.

I move away with a smile face to make him come inside the room. He come and sit down on sofa.

I also close the door and sit to the opposite sofa of him.

"Hey. How come you are here?" I ask with a smile on my face.

"Today I want to talk with you Ellen" He said.

Did I say that when he got to know I am pregnant and married he got too much shocked and since then he starts avoiding me. I didn't get it why. I thought he was too surprised and too busy.

"Yes... Say."

"Ellen you know...  When I first saw you I fell for you." He said. I feel like I skip a beat. I take a deep breath. I was about to say something, but he stops by his hand "Wait Ellen...I know....you are married and going to have baby... But if I won't say this ...maybe I will regret all my life."

I look down to let him continue. He continues....

"I loved you and was felling for your time by time. By your sweet behavior by your friendly talking. I really loved it. But then you said that You are already.. Married and not only that but also You are pregnant. You know how I felt after hearing that? You know what gone in my heart. I got hurt more because You didn't tell me you were married."

I look down. Really It was really my fault. I should have told him. I shout not had kept it secret.

"Sorry..." I apologize.

"I love you Ellen.." He said.

"I am sorry..I can't accept you..." I said. I know he knows that I will say this. But after doing that to him, it was my only way to make help him forget me.

He nods his head and wipe his tears "Then let's be oh friends.." He said with a smile.

"Why don't you saw me around of your house?" He siad with a smile and I also smile back.

After I saw him our house, and we sit down in the living room. The door open and Olive come inside. When he saw Alex he got a bit shocked irritated and then clam down and go upstairs.

After sometimes he come down and sit beside me putting hand on my solders. I remove his hand making him surprise. But I can't let Alex get more sad. Today he is sad for my mistake.

"Ok, so I should get going now" He said and stand up. I also stand up.

"Hope you will have a cute and healthy baby. " He said with a smile and move towards the door. I also go behind him, and after he leaves I close the door.

I turn to Olive to find his happy face but in his face there was anger. He leaves to upstairs. I also follow him up.

"What's wrong Olive?" I ask.

He turns to me "Why you didn't let me put my hand on your solders?" He said.

I take out a sigh "Yeah... Sorry."

"Sorry?"

"Listen to me Olive. It was my fault that I didn't tell him I was married, and he starts liking me. I still didn't know if he was not say that today." I said closing my eyes. When I open I saw he was looking at me with surprise eyes on his face.

"What? He come here to propose you? Ellen?" He said. I nod as no "No He come here to tell me that he had feelings for me not anymore. But I didn't want him to feel sad that's why...I..."

I can see anger in his face is getting more. He come to her and hold my two solders tightly.

"You care for him that much?" He asks.

It is getting worse!

I push him away. "Olive! Don't be childish! I don't care for him But He is my first, and It was my fault to not tell him about our marriage, and he was so hurt hearing that suddenly, and you know He totally ignored me So that He can move on. It was my little duty. You also had your ex-girlfriend's  pictures in your Clothes."

I can feel the two of ours anger is getting out of control. "But I also make her reject! In front of you Ellen" He shouts out now.

I can feel my eyes is getting teary. "You're done that because You already know that she cheated on you. But Alex liked me. He didn't cheat on me or something. He is not even my ex-boyfriend. And I also rejected him." I said and brush out into tears then run away from that room.

I can't keep fighting like this. It can affect on the baby.

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After 20 min the door open of another room. I was sitting silently. I can feel Olive come inside and sit beside me.

" I am sorry...I should not had shouted on you....and ...It was also my fault to blam you. Ellen...I am sorry..."