Live your life

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

It only lasted for an hour before they left. After it happened I didn't know what to think anymore. I felt dirty and gross so I got in the shower to relax and think.

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It had been days since it happened. I still hadnt told Jake, but he knew something was wrong. After it happened I didn't talk as much anymore not even to Jake and I didn't sing anymore. I cut more. I practically changed my personality. One day we were sitting on my bed talking about something when he finally asked me "Bella what's wrong? And don't tell me nothing because I know there's something wrong. All you do anymore is just sit around."

"Ok I don't really know how to tell you this." I hesitated. "Um, well before you moved here one day I was walking home from school and these guys beat me up and left me on the side of the road. They left a note in my backpack that said they would come back again for me and if I told anybody they would kill me...Well the other day I came home and they were here. And they did something to me." I said holding back tears.

"What did they do to you?" he asked.

"They raped me..." I said quietly.

"Are you fucking kidding me! Bella why didn't you tell me! They could've killed you!" he screamed at me.

We both had tears streaming down our faces and we sat on my bed for hours. After a while jake finally asked me to sing to him because he'd never heard me before. I decided to play Little Things by one direction because I loved the way it made me feel. When I started singing jakes mouth dropped open. "Wow Bella that's beautiful," he said. He smiled at me and for once I realized he had the most amazing smile I have ever seen on a guy. I couldn't believe whenever I sang the last line of the song and he started singing to me.

I'm in love with you and all your little things.