Author's povThe morning was windy as she slowly brewed her coffee , she had work to attend to do. Her phone buzzed as she picked it up she staired at the caller and answered the call
" Where are you ? Why have you been ignoring my calls "
a thin frown formed on her face as she dropped the coffee cup on the table
" Mum I'm grown up and I've been busy "
she didn't know why she had to trouble herself to answer this call now
" You want to run away like how your stupid father did ? How he abandon us without even thinking of how we feel ..."
" I ..Im busy ok I have work and other things to do " she could tell the voice in the other line sounded so faint but she knew her mum ." So you really don't care about me ,I gave birth to you alone your father wasn't in the hospital he was drinking,I nurtured you as a mother and all you father did was to run away ....now you ..." She heard sobbing from the other end and she slowly rubbed her temples
" Look I traveled to Mexico ok I have job here life here ..I can't go back to London I don't have anything there "
She sank back on her seat" What about me huh ? We can be a happy family as we used to ..I found a man his name is Josh he'll be your step father ..we can be happy again just like we used to be " those words angered her .there was no family ..they would never be . What about her father? What about their memories? Should she accept a stranger as a father ?
" There is no fucking family and there would never be...if you want to go get married to that stupid fucking neighbor you have been fucking good go on wish you a happy marriage but he would never be my father ..never " she yelled those words out angrily ,she didn't want to remember the pain ..the pain she felt years ago she had tucked in
" Don't you dare speak bad about josh ..you should be happy he accepted to marry me and be your father I want you to come down now to London...we are a family and I can't get married without you "
She didn't realize her cheeks were now wet and stained
" I'll hang up now "
she sniffed , her heart hurted to think that her once loving family was just nothing but faded memories
" Don't you dare hang up on me...."
She hunger up and looked up to see Nickolas stairing at her .
. She wiped her cheeks dry , she hated the way he staired at her , was he feeling pity for her because he over heard her conversation?
She stood up and walked past him without giving a glance at him . She didn't like him one bit , his character, the way he staired at him and the fact he had called her names .
. She paused as she tried to calm her self down .
" I won't be coming to work today I..I have important things to do " she walked out almost immediately. She had planned to see her best friend but she wasn't in the mood to see anyone right now .
She wore a blue denim jacket, with a white shirt , a blue jean pants and a black face cap , she decided to go to the park . It was a long walk .
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She sat on the bench as the wind blew her hair, gently as she reached out to get a piece of half gum and slowly chewed it , her gaze was focused at nothing particularly .Her life was just messed up , she didn't know if she was been unfair not to let mum get married like how dad did ....she was confused, kain and her weren't in good terms, neither is she and her mother . She just wanted to be happy...feel happy but it was nothing but frail wishes .
. " Hey !!"
She looked up only to see a guy standing next to her , he had a black cut hair , he wore a grey shirt ,and a black jean trouser and a sneakers . He smiled at her ,he had dimples and it looked clearer when he smiled
" Hii!!" She forced a smile and looked down" I'm Landon, mind If I sit next to you ?"
She nodded without looking at him
He sat next to her as she looked at the gym wrap and then to a family having picnic" I'm bella "
" Nice name ...you know you shouldn't force a smile ...it's ok to feel troubled just need the right person to share your problem with " his voice was as gentle and reassuring as she slumped her shoulders and sighed
. " I...I don't know what to do Landon...my dad left me when I was ten ...I was bullied mocked for that ...I didn't feel happy seeing other kids talk about their father while mine abandoned my mum and I . When I turned twelve my mum started feeling depressed, started taking drugs ...now she's getting married to another man I'm supposed to be happy but Im not " she looked down on her hand waiting for his reply.
. " Well there are times we feel.this type of pain and can't let go not knowing it's freedom when we do so .
You should be happy for your mum getting married..your dad I'm sure he cared about you things are not meant to be "
she looked up at him , and he smiled revealing his dimples and she sniffed" Mind having fun or something...it's boring to sit and watch " she smiled at him
He nodded as he stood up and she stood up too
" Have anywhere In mind to go ?"
He asked her , she wondered where she wanted to go there were so many place to go visit
" Well I'm new In mexico mind giving me a tour on the best place "
she smiled at him" Sure milady I'll do just that ..our first stop is the museum . "
His voice sounded so ridiculously adding to the way he funnily bowed making him look and sound like Williams Shakespeare and she laughed
" Sure ..."
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