"Who are they?" Tom asked me, pointing to another band in the room. "It's another band. I think they're band is named something like 'FYSYFB'. Pretty sure it stands for 'Fuck yourself you fat bitch'." I say, laughing. Tom just laughs. It's just now...
Me and Bill have been hanging out a lot more in these past two days. I love him so much. He's the only person I feel comfortable enough to be myself around. I can't keep trying to gaslight myself into thinking I'm the happiest person ever with the best life possible. Because I'm not. At all.
I walk down the street, lighting a cigarette and taking out of my mouth with two fingers after I bum it.
Bill said he couldn't hang out today because they're recording songs for an album. I would've gone with him to listen, but I just didn't really feel like it for some reason.
I walk past two people on the sidewalk, scooting myself across from them so they can walk past. I smile and wave, but they don't respond.
After they pass me, the older man of the two said something under his breath.
"Faggot" He said.
"Well fuck you too." I say under my breath, acting like that didn't do anything to me at all when it literally just started WW2 in my mental state.
I keep walking for a minute, observing my surroundings. Suddenly, I spot a little library. Looks cute, so I'm going in.
As soon as I step in, the smell of coffee beans and old books fills my nose.
I walk around for a minute, before just picking up a book that looks interesting and going over to a tiny couch they have by the windows.
I flop myself on the couch and open the book. After a couple minutes of reading, I get scared the piss out of by something jumping onto my stomach.
I pick up my book and look through the gap between my arms, and see that it's a fuzzy little cat.
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"Awwwwwwee" I say, almost pouting and I look like I'm about to cry. I put my book down on the ground and pet the kitten as it lays down on my stomach.
I don't want to disturb it, but I need to. I pick it up and just sit it on my lap so I can sit up.
I keep petting it until it falls asleep.
"Hey." I hear from in front of me. My head shoots up and I see that it's a woman with an apron and blonde hair.
"Hi!" I say, grinning at her and still petting the kitten. "He seems to like you. He doesn't like much people." She says, gesturing to the kitten. THE BEST COMPLEMENT I COULD HAVE EVER FUCKING GOTTEN ON THE WORST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
"Oh, thanks I guess?" I thank her, laughing. "No problem. My name's Norami." She says, sitting next to me. "Y/n." She smiles. "Well hi, Y/n." I smile back. Completely oblivious to what was about to happen.
"So.. Y/n, do you have a girlfriend?" "Oh!" "What?" She asks. "Yes I have a boyfriend." I say, emphasizing "boyfriend."
"Oh. Well I actually think your pretty cute."
"Okay? And so that means what?"
"We could keep in touch. I mean it wouldn't hurt if we keep it a secret."
"Keep what a secret?" I ask.
"I think you know what I mean, babe." She says, a sly smirk on her face.
"Don't call me that."
"Would you rather me call you Daddy?"
"I would you rather you leave me the fuck alone crusty bitch."
"Oh, no need to be so mean! It won't hurt anything if we're just fuck buddies. I can be your sneaky link, that really can't be bad, right?" She tells me, putting a hand on my thigh and slowly leaning forward.
"Uhm, yes hoe it would. Your built like a busted up radiator I don't think nobody wants you. Girl your teeth are giving Max and Ruby and the rest of your face is giving the tomato from Veggie Tales." I tell her, a snarl on my face as I insult her and make her take her hand off of me.
".........okay." She FINALLY GETS THE FUCKING HINT and leaves.
Can't even read a book.
I sadly take the kitten off of me and it runs off happily.
(Lmao wait it's giving "IIII think I like this little life😜😜")
I walk out of the building, once again walking on the street and looking for something else to do.
(Time skip to when ur done walking around town)
I set down my stuff and close the door to my apartment. I walk up to my room, and throw myself on my bed dramatically. What the FUCK was tonight.
My phone starts to ring and I grab it from my bedside table. Right when I read the name "MAMASITA💋💋" I answer as fast as I possibly can.
"Heyyyy." I say into the phone. "Hiii" I hear Bills voice from the other line. "Can I come over and stay the night? I'm bored and I miss you." He asks. "Of courseee. You need me to come pick you up?" I ask him. "Yea." He tells me, before laughing.
(Small time skip once again)
"A TORNADO FLEW AROUND MY ROOM BEFORE YOU CAME EXCUSE THE MESS IT MADE IT USUALLY DOESNT RAIN IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA MUCH LIKE ARIZONA"
Me and Bill scream the song at the top of our lungs, sitting across from each other on my bed like middle school girls.
Soon, the song comes to an end and we're wore out. I turn my speaker off, and Bill fucking attacks me by jumping on me and laying on my stomach, as I am on my back now.
"You tired?" I ask, laughing. "The fuck do you think." He answers, chuckling. We get into a more comfortable position and say our Goodnights, before going to bed.
A/N: I had to physically and mentally force myself to do another chapter on this, that's why it's so short😭
Imma take requests because I have like no ideas for this book and I'm just like not motivated at all to work on it at the moment. Like I said, I had to force myself to write this. If y'all got any ideas for the next chapter dm me lmao💀
