Rejected By My Best Friend The Alpha

Chapter 8: finding myself .

A little time jumped and two different points of view from Hope and jackson.

Hope pov :

it's been a whole 2 in the half weeks since I came to stay with my aunt and cousins for a while until I am ready  to come back home.  I've been a peace going to school with my cousins and hanging out with them,and they friends.   My cousin Ashley has been my rock the most. I would hang out with her and her girls Leah and Alexis, who were very cool and funny. We would spend 3 hours at the mall shopping and talking about everything from the cute boys that would walk past to movies. I mean, you name it, I would face time Emily just so she could see or just because  I truly miss her. She told me that jackson  has been looking for me since I left and that he constantly searches for me. Not knowing where I was because my parents refused to tell him as well as Emily. 

Then there is my cousin nate he is like a brother and his two friends Trey and Alex . They are cool they treat me like one of the guys at times. Despite Trey likes to flirt with me, I sometimes  play with it and flirt back. He makes me laugh, and we hang out when nate is tending to soon to be alpha duty, or Alex  keeps me company.  Trey is the serious one out of the two accepts when it comes to me and Ashley he jokes at times and smiles. Alex is the goofball of them all he rarely  takes things seriously unless it comes to dealing  with rogues.

I was currently sitting on the living room couch watching Hey Arnold
! eating cereal after I had  taken a shower, did my hair, and makeup. I am debating if I should go explore the town alone or ask Ash to come with. I was watching TV when nate and his friends  walked in the door . " Hey, hope! Have you seen my peach lips gloss?" Asked Ashley.  " The last time I saw was in the bathroom cabinet," I told her. She nodded and went to grab it. I heard footsteps  coming down the stairs. " Hey Ash , I was thinking  about exploring the city wanna coooommeee!!! I yelled out, and I felt a sharp pain in my back. Everyone looked at me as I got up and fell to the ground as  more pain came, feeling my bones  cracked each time.  " Hope, have you ever shifted before?"  asked Trey.  " no! I thought it would happen during or after my birthday but it never happened" I said. As I scream out again as my bone breaks and reformed . " just breathe hope , don't fight it.  The first shifted will always be painful as you shift more often it gets easier" he said.  I nodded as I breathe  slowly as I walked outside as I lean back over to the ground as I cried and yelled  thought out the pain until my vision phased black. After I came too I see everyone  standing above me grasping. What were they looking at? I looked  down at my hand only it was a white paw. Oh that's new, I got up to stand went to go look at my reflection in the pool and I saw a white wolf I grasped at myself . " we beautiful right?" Said a voice  " who said that? " I asked. " it's me your wolf, my name is faye it's nice ro finally  meet you! " said faye. "Nice to meet you as well. " Wait how do I changed back into my body? I asked. " Oh! Girl just picture how you look as human and nature will take care of it self " said faye. I nodded as I pictured myself human and before I know it I was me again. Nate walked over to me and wrapped a blanket  around me and hands me some clothes. " go change we need to talk" he said. I nodded and went onto the guess bathroom and changed into some clothes.  I came out as put on some slides.  " What do we need to talk about?" I said. "What do you know about white  wolves? " He asked me. " only that they are rarely breed, why ?" I asked.  " White  as well as black wolves I known to be bigger and stronger than your average wolves some are known to hold abilities. You must not travel alone nor let other know what you are. Your have a white  wolf with a few black spots tell no one what you are outside  of your family  do you understand?" He asked I nodded yes as I sit down and try to take up as much information as possible.

Jackson pov :

After I left school that day  and kept calling her nothing but voice-mail.  After a few hours I decided I would go check on her.  I knocked on her door and her father opened. He has that if looks could kill look on his face.  "Hi Mr. Stewart is hope ? I asked. " no! She's not home and even if she was she doesn't  want to speak with you" said  Mr. Stewart.  " she told you , what happened !? " I asked. " Dame straight she did me and my daughter don't keep secrets  from each " he said.  "We both know that's a lie don't we!?" I said. He gave me a confused look and figured out what I was hinting at. " look I didn't come her to get into it with Mr. Stewart I just came here to talk and apologized  to hope. Can you please tell me where she is ?" I said. " she is not here nor on pack land, and I can't tell you where she is not until she tell me so" he said. As he closed  the door in my face  I walked away  and yelled out in the open as I got into my car and drove back to the pack house.  I asked my beta and my dad's beta to find her and keep me posted on what they find.  Weeks when by and still nothing  she's no where in the neighbor pack in this state. How is this possible I need my mate I been restless my wolf Seth has been restless in my head. He wants her mate and lily being  trying to get close to me every way she can. I've  been avoiding her as much as possible, telling me I should make her the new Luna.