This Is Where You Left Me

Three Cheers For Growing Up

A/N:

Yes, I'm aware that the lyrics are, "three cheers for throwing up" but 'growing up' just fits the chapter more, alright. So leAVE ME ALONE! ((thx 4 reading dis u the real mvp))

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                I reach my hand out in search for warmth but instead I just feel cold bed sheets. I jump up in shock of not finding Kellin but soon memories of me wanting to not see him 'till graduation came rushing back. Not that I didn't love spending time with him because I do, he makes the world better, but I wanted the moment we graduate together be more precious.

              I decide, against my better judgment, to drag my sorry ass out of my bed. I fumble my way into the kitchen, which much smaller than Kellin's I might add, and see a tall, tattooed figure. "Where's Brendon and Dallon?" I ask through my yawn to my younger brother Mike. 

            "Well Victor, our dads went out tHo get some presents for you cause today you're old as fuck." Mike says putting emphasis on 'dads' which annoys the hell out of me.

            "thAT GIRAFFE LOOKING TWINK IS NOT MY DAD!" I yell, feeling my face getting red, obviously catching Mike off guard but I didn't care. "... Ryan is my dad.." I mumble mostly to myself. Mike may have dismissed the thought of him, along with the rest of the family, but I however refuse to. He's probably the best guy I know, has he made no mistakes? No he hasn't that's on Brendon, but that's besides the point. Anyways, Ryan has a heart of gold and so kind to everyone and the whole family hates him for some reason. He hasn't said anything about the graduation but he'll call.. I know he will.

        I make sure to take a flight to New York every three months to see him. Living L.A. you can see how that could be considered 'expensive' but a few favors for Kellin usually pays it off. "Mike, I'm going to Kellin's." I mutter, still angry. I start scrambling towards the door when I hear mike shout, "I THOUGHT YOU WERE WAITING 'TILL TONIGHT." I slide on some black vans and open the door, "YWAH WELL I CHANGED MY MINE." I shoot back angrily and slam the door behind me.

       As I get in my car and realize that I'm still in only sweat pants but I'm ninety-nine percent sure that Kellin won't mind the fact. I speed to Kellin's not being able to wait another minute 'till I see him. Why did I ever think I could the whole day without him? I basically can't breath when he's not around.

     I get out of my car and practically sprint to the doors. I arrive at the glass double doors and push them open. 'Kellin should really lock these.'  "Kellin!" I shout and I can hear the echo as I look around the vacant lobby, but I soon hear light taps at fast pace and I turn my head to the stair case running towards me, his eyes as bright as a child's.

      He runs up to me and holds me in firm arms, lifting me up. I wrap my legs around him almost as a reflex. "Vic, I missed you so much." He says sounding relieved. "Kells, I saw you last night." I chuckle at him. "Uhhhh yeah! I didn't see your adorable face for a whole twelve hours." says setting me down and booping my nose. "Wow you sure no how to charm a guy." I tell him sarcastically.

     We spent most of the day watching lifetime movies and mocking literally every word they say. At around four in the afternoon I realize I haven't gotten out of my sleep attire. "Hey kells," I whisper to half asleep Kellin with his cheek smooshed against my chest. "I think I should go home and get ready." I say trying to slide off the couch my he tightens his grip around my waist, "Please don't leave meee." Kellin whines.