7.[Silent Pains]+[Angst💔]

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Bella's pov~
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I was alone in dressing room clutching on to the small mirror in my hand I was told to...be perfect I can't be I'm not ready

I can't...

I Can't

I CAN'T DO THIS!!!

[Flashback]

There I was hiding underneath the table my sister Scarlett wearing a neck brace she had to wear it to some kid beating her up brutally while I was wearing a red lace floral dress

"Go out there" she sneered at grabbing my hand forcefully

"I said 'i can't'" pulling my arm away from tears poured down my face I was only 9 and was sensitive while Scarlett was 12 and yet abusive to me

"Can't lives in a house on won't street you will not embarrass me in front of the entire school I promised them you are going to sing the lollipop song" she grabbed my hand pulling me behind the curtains

"But I don't want to sing why can't you hear me out" a large sting hit my face

"Because nobody gives a damn what you want you got an audience out there and they want to hear you sing you want your sister to love you than ever" she held a microphone in her hand

"You go out there and you do the only thing your useful for which is sing the fuckin' lollipop song" Scarlett shoved the microphone in my chest hard which hurts

"But let me tell you something the secret to living forever is you being perfect understand?!" She yelled at me my ears ringing with her words

"Yes..." I mumbled

The curtains opened Scarlett wasn't there anymore all i could see was white
[Flashback over]

"Bella baby are you ready dear we're going to ready in five minutes" that was fast

"Coming Ozzie" I got everything ready and left the dressing room

How long did I zone out for anyway...?

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