Song Woo-Bin POV~
I drive fast as I can to reach home I dint' care if I as driving wrong my mood wasn't happy anymore, park my car in home and went inside the butler start talking but I just keep walking to my room slam the door and punched my mirror DAMN IT .. ugh *takes crystal jar and slams it against wall * everything was fine but couldn't help it and did that.. I was so fine and then I fall in love for her but how why?? FUCKING DAMN IT , now she will hate me and lose trust on me or the little trust she had .. I sit on my sofa and pour myself some wine to relax myself my nerves here attacking me so badly.. I just.. like her and want her for me no matter her social class, if she ain't the prettiest girl in school she attracted me somehow the way she gives her all in the swimming class the passive she is with Gu-junpyo and haneul the way she treats me and herself are so unique don't care how many took me to win her I just do it. Standing up and walking to my desk I pour myself some tequila and drink it from a shot ..it burn my throat but is the only thing that makes me sleep without having nightmares , later taking a shower I sit on the floor I could feel my eyes got teary.. the memory that most hurts me .. when a girl stole my heart but then leave me without any good byes letter or text she just disappear for ever, I loved her but never asked her to be mine... never kissed her or express myself towards her literally I let her go.. but this time Yon will be mine and I will be hers sometimes I just laugh at myself how pathetic my life sounds but.. is not to be proud to know that all the good things you have are dirty money ..my dad is one of the biggest business man and boss in a mob.. and the worst is that I'm the one who will have all this things have to work and continue my dad business even if that's not my desire . After the shower I wanted to apologize Miss Wong about this and explain her how lonely feels to leave in a big house alone .. my friends since childhood are the only thing I have.. Gu-yunpyo his family worked for what they wanted, Ji hoo he got talented in music , Yin Joo haves a majestic hand for doing art... and me the one who doesn't even moved a finger or have something to be proud because everything I want I have it because the dirt work.... ugh *sighs looking the moon through the window* I love this girl jeje... I'm sorry Miss Yon Wong for falling for you but won't let you go ... I can't do that again... *tear falls* promise won't hurt you I just want to be loved and be happy .. *cries a bit* for me is not easy being me nothing to be proud of got no talent or something to presume about it *cries a bit more and sniffs* I know I take the things fast but won't happened again *looks down disappointed * suddenly my phones start ringing it was Yin -Joo
phone convo
Me- "De?" (yes?)
Yin- Yo bro! lets go for some drinks
Me- NO!! I'm not in the mood for drinks I'm not a party man go drink yourself leave me alone for fuck sakes
Yin- bro chill it's your dad? had happened? are you crying?
me- YAH leave me alone and yes I do I'm sad now stop calling
I said and hung up get in bed and went to try to sleep.... I don't care spending money like saesang nothing makes me feel better than having her by my side... Yon must have you ..*cries a bit*
