Stolen Glances

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Stolen Glances
by: you_4_yah

I had been looking at you for a while now

Stealing glances for how many times now

I do not actually want to

But I am always drawn to you

Like a moth to a fire:

A dangerous desire

I could not seem to contain this feeling

Like an insane being

Having unbalanced hormones

Seeping through my bones

I do not know why i liked you

I do not know why my eyes search for you

All I know is that I seek you

For I liked seeing you

Is it your tantalizing black eyes?

Those eyes that can melt the coldest ice

Maybe its the way you laugh

Your laugh that can make me feel some stuff

I think it is the way your eyes met mine

The way I wish you were mine

I may be adoring you

But I am reluctant to pursue you

My heart pierced with a lance

For I know that I do not have a chance

I like you

I really do

My mind is ransacked by you

So I do not know what to do

Should I risk my chances?

Or should I be contented with these stolen glances?

There are many thoughts in my mind

But there are thoughts that I hide behind

"What if I confess to you?"

"What if you like me too?"

These thoughts that are random

These thoughts I could not fathom

For maybe I do not have the courage

Caused by this feelings I could not manage:

Telling me to confess

For these feelings to express

As they say, "nothing is in absolute certainty"

So my chances to you is not completely empty

But with the odds against me

I doubt if you'll ever see me

With the fact that you have someone

To you, Im just no one

As everything was concluded

I have decided

I will not bet my chances

For I am contented with these stolen glances

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—you_4_ah₩