"My whole year is disaster.Why?Because I'm all alone.Outside i need to smile,but inside I'm so empty.I need to fake my smile infront of my parents because If I don't,they will worry.I feel like there is none who can understands me."I thought.
While I was deep inside my thoughts, someone entered the bedroom where I was sitting on the floor and crying for the past hour.
"Y/n".A soft voice spoke.I turned my head to face the owner of the voice
It was my boyfriend,Hyunjin."Why are you crying?"He asked and hugged me really tight.I didn't think twice and hugged him back.I cried in his chest while he gently rubbed my back in circles.
After some time when I calmed down myself a little I started talking what happens,still in Hyunjin's embrace.
"I-its h-hard.I c-cant take-e it anym-more."I said and Hyunjin looked at me.
"Princess what is hard?Would you like to talk about it?"Hyunjim asked and I slightly nodded."I feel so empty inside.There is a girl in my math class who bullies me everyday."
I started and Hyunjin looked at me worried and hugged me tighter.Then I countined.
"When you are not around me,she use that time to make me feel miserable.She and her friends always bully me in secret and then after act like nothing happened and like we are friends."I talked more,Hyunjin just rubbed my back in circles,stayed silent and listened to me.
"Sometimes they just don't bully me mentally,but physically.That's why a few months ago I didn't let you touch my skin or se me with clothes that exposed my bruises.I just didn't want to worry you with my problems.You already have yours about the group and all of those things."I finished and Hyunjin took a deep breath and then kissed my forehead.
"Y/n,i'am incredibly sorry because you need to go through this all alone.I'm sorry because I wasn't there when you needed me.I'm sorry I couldn't protect.Your parents gonna think I'm an idiot because I can't make u happy.They gonna hate me.I'm so sorry."He said and his tears started running down his soft cheeks.I grabbed his face and dried the tears with my thumbs.I hugged him as thighly as I can and spoke.
"Hyunjin,babe plis dont cry.Its not your fault.Its gonna be okey.My parents don't gonna hate you and if they,i still love you the most.I can't imagine my life without you.I love you".I said and flashed him a lovely smile.He looked at me and gave me one to."I promise you from now on I will always be by your side.I will always be with you no matter what.Okey?Buy you need to promise me one thing".He said and I looked at him curious what he gonna say.
"You need to promise me that you don't gonna keep anything only for yourself.We need to talk.We need to share our thoughts and problems".He said and looked at me.
"I promise".I said and he smiled at me.After that we did pinky promise.Then from nowhere Hyunjin asked me a question that I didn't think will escape his mouth.
"Y/n,I know maybe I will sound like a pervert,but can I see your body without clothes".He said worried.I quickly nodded in disagreement.
"Plis.Iam worried about you".He said softly coming closer to me.The second time I nodded because I know Hyunjin loved me and he wouldn't do anything that would hurt me.He came as close as possible and grabbed my shirt slowly lifting it up.
His face from worried turned into extremely shocked.Hyunjin pov
When I removed her shirt I couldn't take my eyes of her.Her whole body was cover with bruises.They looked so painful.
I stood up from the bed and gestured her to do the same.She did as I said.
I moved closer to her and started undressing her lower part of the body.
I started unbuttoning her pants when she stopped me.She looked so scared and traumatized."Y/n.Plis look at me".I said as I stood up from the floor and grabbed her chin.
"I don't gonna hurt you.Im here to help you.I will treat your bruises and help you to recover.I will never let myself to hurt you.You can trust me".I said as softly as possible.After few seconds of y/n staring in her feet,she looked at me and hugged me.I didn't wait any second and hugged her back.
"I trust you".She said more confidently this time.I smiled and again started unbotting her pants.I wasn't a pervert I just wanted to help my girlfriend.To make her feel happy again and to don't be scared of going outside.
When I took the pants of her legs I saw more bruises there.But this time I wasn't shocked as the first time.I was just so worried about her.
I made y/n sit on the bed and took our first aid kit.I took out all the things I need for treatening her bruises.
While is was treating her bruises,I tried to don't press her skin to much.Because everytime I did,she would hiss in pain.I couldn't look at y/n at that state.It hurted me so much.
When I finished with that.I went to our shared closet at grabbed some comfy clothes for her to wear.I helped her with getting dressed and we went downstairs.
I made a quick dinner for the both of us.I made some noodles and poured some juice in two glasses.
We ate in silence,but not an awkward one,but the comfort one.When we finished,we went to the living room and played our favorite movie.The whole movie we cuddled.I tried to don't squeeze her to much,to don't hurt her bruises even more.
In the end of the movie she felt asleep.
I took her bridle style to our shared bedroom and covered her with the blanket.I went to the other side of the bed and went under the covers with
y/n.I cuddled her and I didn't even noticed that I felt asleep.
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Words:1062This is my first one shot with Hyunjin.But maybe this gonna be a short story with 3 parts.I hope u liked it.Byeeee
Mila♡
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Hyunjin ff
FanfictionMostly one shots.Hyunjin and one of the members or Hyunjin and female reader.